"It's just acting...Or is it?"

Chapter 14

Rye's. Pov.
"Ryan.  Calm down." Andy leaned and put his hand on my shoulder.
I through him off. my body felt weird. I was so angry it almost consumed me.

"I'm I'm sorry." Andy backed away scared. He was scared of me. What's wrong with me. I Gabbed Andy's jumper and stumbled off the bed. I look at Andy who is backed against the headboard of the bed.

"I'm sorry I. I can't. I didn't mean to."
I ran out of the door.

"Ryan wait. " he yelled after me. But I didn't turn back. I grabbed my phone off the table and ran out of the door. The air was cold and burned in my throat as I ran down the road. I stopped at the park and sat on the swing breathing heavily. What just happened. I unclenched my hands and see nail marks in my palm. It sends a weird chill through my body. How did I become so angry.

I put my head in my hands. Then I hear my phone go off.

My Ex: hey there's a party tonight if you wanna come. Just as friends. I have a date lol. But we thought maybe you would wanna come hang.

"Ugh maybe I should go. Take a breather from the roadtrip drama."

Me: Yeah send me the address I'll be there.

My ex: location.whereiam. It's already started. Come hang. Xoxo
I slide out and text Andy.

Me: hey, I'm going out I'll be back late.

Mr. foo foo: read 7:43.

"Oh wow ok. Yeah I need to be drunk."

My ex: You need me to come get you?

Me: Yes. Here's my location.

My ex: K see You in 5. Xoxo

A few minutes pass and and a car drives up and rolls the window down.

"Hey have you seen a guy that's in a boyband around her. I'm trying to bring him to a party."

I open the door and get in.

"Hey Ryan having a rough day."

"Ugh shut up Nicole. I just came to get drunk not to talk about our dead relationship."

"Fine whatever."

She drove out of the driveway.

"So, where's you're so called date" I say flipping through Instagram.

"Yeah um I don't have a date. I may have lied so that you would go with me."

I roll my eyes.

"Well I may not have a date but where did u get that hickey sir?"  I touch the side of my neck and wince.

"I don't wanna talk about it. " I say pushing the thought from my brain.
As I'm scrolling I find the video of me and Andy kissing in America. I smile. Mm let's give a like and a cheeky comment.

ryebeaumont: mm I love churros.

"What's are you smiling about over there." Nicole questions.

"It's a video of me and Andy in America."

"Wow I though you would have gotten over him by now." We drive up and she turns the engine off.

"What do you mean by that?"

"It's nothing rye let's go." She says dragging me up the steps to where loud music was coming from.

The door opens and it looks like a crazy college party and the smell of alcohol was strong. I spot the table where the drinks are located.

"Want anything." I say close to her ear so that she can hear me.

"No. Go have fun. I'll come find you when I'm ready to go." she darts off with some girl with blonde hair.

"Heyy Ryan!!" Some random people say 'hey' as I pass.

I make my way to the drinks desperate to feel numb. I fill a cup with some fruity vodka mix. I gulp it down and refill.

The music is loud and people are everywhere. I take my drink and go sit in the kitchen there were people making out against the refrigerator.

"Real classy guys."I say walking past. There's a dark corner with a fluffy chair that I claim before anyone else could.

I scroll through my phone and see the boys are setting up the home studio.  Dang I totally forgot about that. The whole Andy thing was just so messed up.

I gulp down more of my drink And feel the room spin slightly. I sip slowly starting to feel it burn as it goes down. The party is loud and everything is moving around me almost like I'm froze in time. I get up to refill my drink. Then my phone buzzes.

Robbie: where are you? 

Me: I'm out. I'll be back late. Don't wait up.

Robbie: read 8:15

***

It's 1 am and I can barely walk or think straight.

Me: Hey, I'm ready to go it's late.

My ex: Meet at front door.

I slowly stand up and stumble my way to the door.

"Hey what took you so long. " she says putting her hand up so I don't fall over.
"Oh, your wasted. Typical rye." I lean on her for support while the world around me spins.

"Hey. It's Ryan Beaumont. Can we take a picture of you with your girlfriend."

I wanted to say no but my mind didn't let me.
"Yeth I'm the Ryun Beaumont.. and this is my very pretty ex girlfriend nicholw"

"Can you kiss her for us." No don't do it.

But she kissed me and then waved at the camera guy.

She helped me down the stairs and into the car.
We drove in silence and let sleep relax my body.

"Ryan!" Snap snap. "Ryan wake up I brought you home." She said helping me out of the car.

"Tank you. You've very sweet. And petty girl." I slur. She rolls her eyes.

"I'll see you later. " she kisses me on the cheek then gets in the car and drives away.

I stumble to the door and open the spinning door knob. When I walk in I trip over a box and making something fall. I make my way up the stairs and find my room door open with the lights on. "Andy?" I whisper.