"It's just acting...Or is it?"

Chapter 9

Andy's pov
I walk away quickly trying to catch my breath. Oh my days I can't believe he just said all of that. Andy breath. I walk over to to my bag and scrummage around for my inhaler.
"Andy you alright mate." Sonny said concerned. I take a shallow breath.
"Yeah. I'm. Good." I say desperately looking through my bag.
"Ugh where is it."
"Is this what your looking for." I can almost feel his breath on my neck. I freeze. Then feel his hand meet mine with my inhaler.
"Y-yeah thanks." I say nervously.
"Of course mate. You left it on the bar over there." And just like that he was back to normal rye. Not lover rye.
"Oh." I take my inhaler and feel my breath slow.
"Ohhh look how cute randy is." Robbie says vlogging our little moment. Did he know he was there or was that a real moment. Ugh I'm overthinking.
"Yeah we're the best ship of the band." Rye says bopping the top of my nose. Making me naturally smile.
"Oh shut up. " I slap his arm lightly. Then Robbie walks away and my smile fades. All I can think is,is he acting or is this real.
"You alright." Rye whispers.
"Yeah. Its just an act on camera remember... Okay guys We need to finish this cover."
"Aww why are you always all work no play." Brook frowns.
"Yeah yeah I get it. I'm a fun sponge. But it doesn't matter. Brook your parts next."
"Mm and to think you said I was no fun." Rye said walking and sitting next to jack.
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We finished the cover and the boys had scattered to their rooms. I walked in the kitchen and made myself some tea then went to my mine. Ugh what has me and rye's friendship come too. It's been like six years and we've never had anything like this happen before. I try to distract myself and look through Instagram. But I find myself scrolling through Randy videos. Alright that's it. I put my tea and my phone down and walk to Ryan's room.
"Hey brooo." He says in a weird voice.
"Hey. What are you doing." I sit in his little side chair.
"Ah random_roadie54. Thank you so much for the I'm very rich. Vm. I hope you have a lovely day bc I love you." "I'm live bro you want to say hi to the roadies." Dang it.
"Uh hey guys love you. .. Uh yeah um I'll leave you too it." I stand up to leave
"Mate you can. You do what whatever you wanna do man" I can't just let this be the end of our convo. We really need to talk.
"Well I might go and see that hollywood film tonight if you wanna come." I say calmly.
"What's the Hollywood film." He says blankly. He's in camera autopilot.
"The one with brad Pitt and.."
"Andy's asking me on a date guys. Like he always does." Rye whispered into the camera.
"What was that" I say slightly annoyed.
"Which one is that bro?"
"You know what honestly it doesn't matter".
"You sure" he said smirking.
"What."
"Mate did you get everyone to comment 69" years
"No" I roll my eyes.
"Oh everyone said it was you the comments were normal then I went to make a cup of tea and came back and all it was was 69 and then saying you did it."
"Oh wow."
"Yeah I'm not even joking." He said fixing his hair.
"Yeah I believe you. Yeah no but Leonard and brad Pitt if you wanna come."
"Uh yeah man I'll think about it."
"Ok I'm gonna take a few mins because we just came back from that trip but I'm an hour. If you wanna go come find me. " I say walking out the door.
Ugh well that didn't make me feel any better. I walk back to my room and face plant into my bed.
"Ughhhhhhhh" I scream into my blanket.
The feeling of defeat hit me like a brick. What was with this hot cold thing. He'll be my lover one second and to tough to like anyone the next. I just can't deal with these mood swings. Yeah I get it we're all a little different on and off camera but still. No one is that drastic. Ugggh. You know what, I think I might actually go watch that movie. I get up and change my outfit. As I sit on my bed tying my shoes I hear a knock on the door.
"Come in."
"Heyy. Fovvs. Can I still come with you to see this movie." Rye said leaning against the door frame. My heart skipped a beat.
"Mm I don't know are you gonna be rye or are you gonna be camera rye." I walked over to get my keys.
"Oh come on fovvs." He shut the door and sat on my bed. "You know we act a little different on camera."
"Mm yeah but no ones that drastic. I feel like your a totally different person sometimes." Ugh my Keys are missing.
"Well I'm sorry. It's never bothered you before." He fluffed his hair and watched me look for my lost keys. Ugh he makes me nervous. Ok Andy pull it together.
"Yeah whatever. It doesn't matter." I shuffle through my desk bowl. And my papers. Then I move to my piano desk. Gosh where are they.
"Andy." He placed his hand on top of mine. "Calm down." I stop and realize I'm shaking.
"Ugh I don't know what's wrong with me Ryan." I plop my forehead onto his chest.
"Uh what do u mean." He stood there stunned for a second then put his arms around me.
"I don't know I feel like I'm on edge with everything when it comes to you." I bury my face in his neck and breathe in his smell. I can feel my cheeks turn red from my own statement.
"Why I haven't done anything." He chuckled running his fingers through my hair.
"Yeah I know. It's just the fact that I never know which rye I'm talking to." I look up at him.
"Andy Im only one person." He frowned.
"Ugh I just I don't know." I give up.
He puts his forehead against mine.
"I'm sorry." He whispers.
"It's alright."
He leans in and kisses me slowly. It's a sweet kiss an I'm sorry I can't fix it kiss. In a way it made my mind stop running.
He pulls away.
"So are we gonna go watch this movie?" He says
"Randy date ?" I reply.
"Yes. And if you were looking for your keys just now their downstairs." He smirks.
"Oh wow. And you didn't want to tell me that a min ago." I pull away from him.
"Well if I had we wouldn't be having our little kiss moment now would we." He laughs
"Ugh yeah no you can't come with me." I chuckle.
"Um no that's not how it works mr. foo foo. I'm coming now no matter what." I start walking toward the door.
"No your not. " I joke about to open the door.
"I don't think so." He picked me up and threw me on my bed.
"Hey rye. What are you doing." I laugh.
He locked the door.
"We're not leaving this room until you say I can go."
"No never." I cross my arms.
"Don't make me tickle you." He said walking over to me.
"You wouldn't dare. "
"Yess I would." He jumped on top of me pinning me down. And tickled my arms.
"Okay!! Fine you can come with me!!" I said out of breath.
"Mm that's what I thought." He said crossing his arms.
"We'll get off of me so we can go." I chuckled.
"Mm I have a better idea." He smirked.
"And what mr. Beaumont would this idea be."
He leaned down and started kissing me.
"I mean the doors already locked." He said in between kisses.
I pulled him by his shirt to deepen the kiss. And as I was about the loose control I snapped back.
"Rye we can't do this with the boys in the house."
"Aww why not." He kissed me again.
"D-did you hear what you just said." I laugh.
"Ugh your right." He frowns.
"Maybe later" I smile.
"Yeah. Okay. So are we going watch this movie."
"Yeah let's go."
We walk downstairs and he laces our fingers together. It sends chills down my spine. I grab my keys and we walk to the door.
"Guys where are you going. Holdin hands like that." there stands brook with a watermelon and a confused face.