I laid in my bed with Summer Walker's 'Playing Games' voice floating through my mind. I had dried tear stains on my face and a dark feeling in my chest.
Jace and I fucked again and I feel worthless and dirty. I should not deserve Caleb. He does so much for me and loves me unconditionally and since the night at Isabela's party, I don't know what I want.
It's all so confusing to me and I do not know what to do or who to talk to. I feel like if I talk to anyone about it then they will say that I'm a horrible person and I deserve anything bad that comes to me in life.
I picked up my phone and went through the photos of Caleb and I on my phone. I smiled, those were the good days and I fucked it up.
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ella: literally my favorite couple ever love u Ella🥺
calebmorgan: I love you babygirl I love you more🥺🥰❤️
username: I don't care what anyone says, I ship jaele forever and always😗✌🏾 username: agreed sis username: jaele is endgame PERIODT👏🏾
isabelamerced: awww babies I love you isa💓
username: something about this doesn't feel right🥱 (jacenorman liked this comment)
username: yo nobody else notice that jace liked the comment^
Reading these comments mad me kind of mad, like I know everyone ships Jace and I all the time but this time it felt different.
I haven't contacted Jace since what happened between us in the car. I don't want to be near him, and I want to cut him off but I can't because I think I have feelings for Jace.
And I hate myself for it.
Jace's POV
I laid in bed with Isabela lying on my chest asleep. I was stroking her hair and scrolling through Instagram at the same time.
