Slow motion.
How your world seems to be moving.
No motion.
Life comes to a halt yet the universe keeps on cruising never waiting for anyone, never caring who it's bruising.
Having to catch up can be quite consuming.
Pray with heart yet,
the
soul
remains empty.
Act all fine though
still
dying
inside.
Work so hard still, life ties you down.
So many questions yet no answers to write down.
Can you do this anymore?
Are you able to hold on or should we give up on life now?
Suicide.
A sad thought to cross a young mind
countless times.
Will it solve how one feels
or will it cause others
more ill?
At times there is self love.
Most days are self critical.
Trying to figure out how a young life came to be so
difficult.
Acting skills worthy of an Oscar, never mistaken for what really is.
A scared,
insecure
little girl, cornered...
waiting
for help
with this heavyweight lift.
Struggles to sleep,
it's when her
nightmares
come to
creep.
So scared to close her eyes.
Too scared to fall asleep.
For she knows when she awakens,
these
nightmares
are not
... just a dream.
~ SiaJ ~
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