"I wanna thank you for one of the most exciting weekends of my life. You surprised me, you baffled me, but actually, I don't want to know how you know all these things," Gabriel grinned, giving his wife a pat on the butt.
Both hugged, and he just had to kiss her. He was addicted to her taste, full lips, and delicate skin.
It was unbelievable what Samantha had done to him during these two days, and he'd enjoyed every second of it. Knowing that it wasn't always easy for her to push him to his limits, he also knew that he was often too impatient, fidgety, and tingling.
His wife had grown beyond herself, doing all this with such calmness, so sensitive and tender, mixed with a soft hardness that he could wholly let go and also benefit from that calm and patience. Everyone learned from the other –– it was fantastic.
That's why it was his job to show her and say how much he liked that. Sam needed this confirmation to go one step further.
"I love it when I'm so exposed to you and can be sure that you take care that everything is fine and I'm fine. I love being allowed to give up my control and knowing you're keeping it. I love it when you fill me with your fingers, hand, or toy. I love everything you do for me. Even if you hurt me because I trust you totally and most of all, I love when I can read in your eyes how much you enjoy it. I love you so much," Gabriel said quietly but firmly, looking so intensely into Samantha's fawn eyes that she didn't doubt his words. Embarrassed, she lowered her eyes.
He was able to handle words. It wasn't difficult for him and wasn't just about his life experience or work. When he looked at his wife, the words just spurted out of him, and Gabriel was grateful that he could tell her everything that was going on in him.
His butt ached, and he was exhausted but was also delighted. After such actions, or especially in such situations, he had a clear head again because he could only be himself for a few hours. Gabe was also himself otherwise, but he could entirely switch off and give up the responsibility in those moments because he knew that his wife would take over.
The opposite of his work, which often asked him very much. He knew Samantha sometimes couldn't understand when he longed to get back into their roles ... but he needed that –– it was burn-off energy he couldn't find in any gym.
Yes, admittedly ... Gabriel was also addicted to it by now. Yes, he was obedient to his wife in these situations and liked to do it. Nevertheless, it was and remained only a game.
Also, he had to owe his wife to exercise his desire for the male sex. He knew Sam as a man ... that is; he knew him?
The two had only really talked when the matter was with Michael and Lucifer. He first got to know him better when he became a woman. Of course, at the time, Gabe couldn't help but read thoughts from time to time, knowing that he wasn't meaningless to the young hunter. Because if there hadn't been a little spark of hope, he'd never have been able to get involved in everything here ...
He loved Sam –– whether as a man or a woman. But he'd learned all these things when he became human, and Samantha was with him. He was so thankful for everything and didn't want to miss a blink of an eye. He loved and needed this person so much. From the beginning, he knew Sam was unique, and it became more evident as they mastered each milestone and stroke of fate together. All this had made the two of them even closer together.
In the shower, the warm water ran, and the world around him blurred. Samantha exactly knew, what he needed, felt, when, where, and how he wanted to be touched. He always found that impressive, and it was a wonderful feeling to have someone who understood him, knew him, and loved him unconditionally because he'd never experienced it before.
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Between the worlds - THE GAME (Supernatural)
FanfictionWhat awaits you? It's getting hot ... - Alternate Universe - No Powers - Gabriel has decided to live as a human being and Sam Winchester has become a woman - Learn more about the background in my main story "Between the worlds" - Pairing: Sam/Gabrie...