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Far away from home and alone with the longings, there was this one incident with his roommate. Almost immediately after it happened, the young man felt his whole body filled with fear.
Gabriel loved the life he'd been leading for two years. He'd passed his exams satisfactorily and was now a full member, as brother in the Order. He was one who never got into debt and obediently performed his duties and tasks. Until the day the Patriarch knocked on his door.
As everywhere else, costs had to be saved, so the new guy, Jensen, was put in his room. At first, Gabriel wasn't enthusiastic about it because he had to fight for the privilege of living alone in a room. After a while, however, the situation changed. If he'd previously acted on behalf of the Order, his fantasies now became independent.
Jensen didn't miss those glances, but he behaved calmly and quietly, for he definitely didn't want to be sent home for a transgression of the rules.
If the priesthood ever found out, it could be a shame for him and his home. Possibly, he could even be thrown out –– of the church and the community. There was a lot at stake. Members of the Order were strictly forbidden to practice sexual acts in any form –– among themselves.
There was no internet, only religious books. All in all, it was a bit boring. But Gabriel lacked nothing. Until the moment when he met a young man who was engaged in the porn business during his conversations on the street.
Gabriel knew he shouldn't have talked to him, but some invisible power forced him to stay there. He received two magazines as a parting gift. At first, Gabriel kindly declined. On the one hand, he was embarrassed and blushed to the roots of his hair, and he didn't know how to smuggle them past the guards unnoticed because the missionary wasn't allowed to accept gifts. It was all damn strict, and he's never been a good liar.
If anyone would discover that ...
Gabriel didn't want to imagine that at all. Nevertheless, he took them because the invisible power compelled him to do so. He was only a man too. Curiosity about the treasure he'd received and the fear of being discovered made him hot.
Jensen stood in the shower, and Gabe seized the opportunity and flipped through the magazine. He'd never had much left for women, so he put the first magazine aside. The second was more interesting. Again and again, he stole glances at the door because he didn't want Jensen to come out, but on the other hand, he wanted him to come out. The natural body reactions awoke as Gabe went deeper into the reading.
His hand wandered lower and lower until it finally rubbed over the already pronounced bulge in his pants. A soft moan escaped, and with closed eyes, he imagined that it was his roommate's hand that spoiled and caressed him.
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A few steps away, Jensen stood at the door, his mouth half-open, unable to take a step. Suddenly his hands began to sweat, and his heart pounded in his head while watching Gabriel unzip his pants. He didn't know what to do but couldn't avert his gaze. Briefly, he narrowed his eyes, realizing his thoughts were unchaste.
Gabriel was about ten years older and had something about him that had turned Jensen on at the first meeting.
At that time, the young man didn't know what to expect and was quite surprised but also incredibly aroused, as Gabe ... yes ... one could say he somehow had raped him. But it was the best sex he ever had. Granted, it was the only sex he ever had. This man, lying on the bed a few steps away and giving himself to his lust, had deflowered him. And Jensen wanted nothing more than to relive that feeling.
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Between the worlds - THE GAME (Supernatural)
FanficWhat awaits you? It's getting hot ... - Alternate Universe - No Powers - Gabriel has decided to live as a human being and Sam Winchester has become a woman - Learn more about the background in my main story "Between the worlds" - Pairing: Sam/Gabrie...