Life With Magcon (H.G)

44. Will you stay ?

Happy Valentines Day Loves 💓 I hope your day is full of happiness and chocolate ! 😙

(Ariana's POV)

After the interview I checked twitter and already I was all over the news with my disease.
I was glad the world knew. I felt like I could be myself again.

Justin had text me a few heart emojis. I'm sure he was watching the interview. I missed him dearly.

All I had to do now was focus on myself and healing so I could get back to singing. God I missed it bad.

However. That wasn't going to stop me writing !

A few hours later we had arrived back at the house.
Back to Boredom!

Oh well. I grab my song diary and take a walk outside and sit on a bench. It was their private land so I was safe from paparazzi.

"Love how my face fits so good in your neck..."
"Imagine a world like that"

"I'd rather your body then half of your heart"
"I'm better off without em, I'm better off being a wild one"

After a few hours I had two completed songs.
I had named them 'Imagine' and 'Better Off'

Imagine was my favourite. It made me feel happy.

"Hi girlie" Erin smiles bringing me out a glass of water.

"Hi, thanks" I smile.

"What ya been writing" she asks.

I hand her my book as I take a sip.

I see her analysing the lyrics.

"Okay who are they about." She smiles.

"Which one?" I ask.

"Imagine" she says.

"Hayes"

"Hayes?" She asks.

"No ! Justin!" I sigh.

"And better off is about Hayes?" Erin raises an eyebrow.

"No justin. Wait Urgh I don't know" I sigh.

"You don't know who to love and who to move on from" Erin says.

"Honestly my head has just been all over the place. Seeing being back, Hayes has been exactly how he was when I fell in love with him." I shrug.

"Hariana 2.0" Erin giggles.

"No. I couldn't do that to Justin" I sigh.

"So you'd want it?" She asks.

"I don't know what I want" I sigh.

"Well Maggie is finally out of the picture" Erin laughs.

"Thank fucking god!" I sigh

"Well it's clear Hayes is head over heels for you." Erin shrugs.

"I guess." I sigh.

"It's obvious " Erin smiles.

"I just want to focus on myself for awhile" I shrug.

"Wanna come inside? It's getting chilly" Erin says.

"Yeah sure." I smile.

We stand up and walk inside.

"How's the song writing going" Shawn smiles.

"Oh it's good" I smile.

"Got any favourites yet?" Shawn asks.

"Yes. But I don't know if I can sing it yet. So you won't hear it until it's recorded." I smile.