It's 2 am, and i lit my last cigarette
Drinking my vodka, leaving the bottle empty like the space in my heart and soulAnd i remember how you hated me smelling like alcohol and cigarette
But that doesn't stop you from kissing me. You loved how i tasted.I thought about life, about us. How you used to be in it.
I broke into tears. Again.
It still hurts, the thought of you being a whole lot better without me.As the filter burns between my fingers, i let it go.
Funny, it should be this easy letting you goI wanted to call you
Since being drunk would be a stupid excuse
But i didn't.
Whatever, i would do anything to get you off my mind.
So i brushed it off.
And i said fuck it.
But i miss you.Even in my drunken moments, i still remember you.
I hope you would too.
No. Don't.Don't forget me.
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When You're Lonely
PoetryJust me being lost with my thoughts and sadness. Random poem. "YOU CAN BE GOOD AT WORDS & STILL NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY"