Never mine..

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"Swarni POV"

Don't love too soon,
Don't trust too fast,
Don't expect too high...

Cause dude, it hurts when you realize you are not as important to someone as you think you were. I wish I could go back to the day I give in to my feelings, I wish I could turn back from every single moment of that night, at this minute I wish I could just die because there would be no one who would cry after me gone.

I am feeling so pathetic after what I have heard, I could not believe my own ears what I have heard. I am not saying that I have heard something I wasn't expecting, infact I was prepared but still it was hurting me.. Its LITERALLY hurting me.

Right in front of me is standing my husband slash soon to be ex-husband slash soon to be brother in law, with his eyes staring at me as if he has seen a ghost. I can tell for the fact that he was not expecting me here, of course I am such a fool as it was my idea to surprise him by coming here personally to bring him his clothes with me. However, instead I got shocked after hearing the reality. After a long stare game and even longer pause of my entire life I turned on my heels and ran out of this house of heartbreaks, because this is the 2nd time I came into this place and I got nothing but the pain under this roof.

" Max let's go back. " I said in a hurry and asked him to leave this place as soon as possible.

Tears were running on my cheeks continuously, and i can't thank max enough to not asking me about the reason of my shedding tears.

When we were almost home I asked max to drop me on the corner of the street I told him I wanted to shop for some grocery.

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"Ayaan POV"

My heart rate is really low, i can't feel myself breathing anymore or maybe it's too hard for me to breath in the same room as my wife slash soon to be ex-wife slash soon to be sister in law; only that, now thinking about this thought alone is crushing me to the ground and the similar pain is vividly showing in swarni's eyes.

She left like a wind, i can't say if I have seen her properly only her eyes though which were red. I chose not to follow her or can say that my foot were cemented to the floor.

Well, office welcomed me with piles of work and lined up meetings. And i sit in every single of them as I was being punished. When the clock struck 5 I still decided to stick to my office chair as I was scared to face swarni again but after past 8 pm my stomach was deciding for me.

As I entered my sweet home it was strangely very quite, like the soul of the house has been gone or dead. I took 360 view of the living area and i found it empty.
Only when I was leaving for my room i have heard laxmi calling me from behind " Ayaan sir, did you guys had your dinner ? because I thought you were having dinner outside."

"No, I haven't had dinner. Dose she ate anything? " I asked her in very low voice. Hoping to be her answer positive.

"How would I know sir, she was with you the whole day. " She broke it with a doubt.

I got confused like hell "what do you mean she was with me? Where is she? She is not home? " I was vomiting series of questions by which she getting scared even more than me.

"Yes, and no, yes she went to see you this morning so technical she was with you and no she isn't home the entire day. " This is the second time in a day when I was standing hopelessly shattered, terrified of something or can say terrified of loosing someone.

My feets were again cemented but my brain has already thought of all the worst situations which could happened to her one of which if she was kidnapped or worst killed by someone.

I went to her room, to check her wardrobe for her stuff, yes because after what happened this morning she could have just left me unannounced. However, I took a breath of relief by looking at her clothes hanging accordingly. I took out her top and took a sniff it has smell of lavender and roses, her smell created a lump in my throat.

I was surrounded by her in every sense, her towel was lying on her bed from this morning, I touched her bedsheet I looked around and found the room empty and this is hard to accept but my heart is feeling the same emptiness as this room. I dialed her number which was switched off.

The adrenaline was rushing into my blood took me to the fight mode immediately, my head and heart has jumped in synchronized manner the first person came into my mind to ask about swarni was max, but when he didn't answer my phone call I decided to got into his apartment right behind my mansion.

I banged on his door to which his son answered I entered into the house they were having their dinner. "Hey whose there? Ayaan sir, what happened?" He left his chair while I just answer his question.

"How can she didn't return home I saw her entering into the grocery shop before she asked me to leave because the shop is like 5 minutes walk from here and she goes there every single day. "

"Find her MAX!! I want to see my wife absolutely alright." I was shouting at him, I was getting scared as hell.

"I am sorry sir, I shouldn't have left her alone. Don't worry sir I'll find her, you just stay calm I know nothing could happen to her. " He was reassuring me but my brain was doing it's best job to think of worse case scenarios.

"I am coming with you, she can't leave like this. I need to find her. Just tell me where to start? " I was running out to the parking taking a drivers seat and rain started to pour. I can't loose her like this not without a proper goodbye. Don't think of goodbye ayaan, don't think about goodbye!!!!

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