MONSTA X HYUNGWON & READER: CHEATER

Chapter Three

As I was trying to sleep contently, I kept hearing my phone vibrate every five seconds, making me groan in annoyance as I grabbed one of my pillows and placed it over my head, hoping it would keep the sound of the vibration  out. But unfortunately, it didn't. I grunted in annoyance as I threw the pillow across my room as I grabbed my phone and checked my notifications and what time it was. And it was currently 1:30 in the morning.

30 Missed Messages

It read, making me quirk an eyebrow as I scrolled through my notifications, twenty five of the texts were from Hyungwon and five were from his group mate and best friend Wonho. Why in the hell would he be texting me this late? I thought as I opened my phone and clicked on my messages, then clicking on the ones that Wonho sent me.

From Wonho 🐰🥕: Hey Y/n.. I know it's been awhile since we last talked and I heard what happened from Hyungwon. I was just wondering how you were holding up?

From Wonho 🐰🥕: Look I know it's only been a week since the whole thing with Hyungwon happened, but seriously, he's a real fucking mess. He keeps showing up at my apartment drunk and bawling his eyes out on how he fucked up.

From Wonho 🐰🥕: I have never seen Hyungwon like this before...

From Wonho 🐰🥕: He keeps blabbering about how much he misses you and how much he loves you. And how much he regrets about sleeping with Yuki. I know you need time and all Y/n, but Hyungwon is a goddamn mess. Like it's getting to a point where it's physically noticeable that he's not taking care of himself.

From Wonho 🐰🥕: Anyways, at some point whenever you feel comfortable about doing it, perhaps maybe check up on Hyungwon for yourself. If you have time sometime this week, can we meet up? I know you need someone to be there for you as well during this time of need. Just let me know if you are willing to meet me somewhere.

Maybe it was the lack of sleep that's been effecting my thought process and I know Wonho means well. But, I didn't know what to say to him. I know Wonho is a fantastic and honest man and if what he is saying is true then, perhaps maybe I could meet up with Wonho and discuss things about Hyungwon. And maybe down the road, maybe I could see how Hyungwon is doing. But at the same time, I don't want to risk anything. And the most terrifying thing of seeing Hyungwon in person again is that I might let myself fall in love with him or I'll forgive him right away and have him bounce back in my life when in reality, I know it's for the best if we both moved on from each other.

So through exhausted puffy eyes, I decided to send one text back to Wonho.

To Wonho 🐰🥕: Wonho....I guess we can meet up sometime this week but with me checking up on Hyungwon, I need time to think about that.

As soon as I sent the text, I yawned as I rubbed my eyes as I completely ignored Hyungwon's texts before closing my phone and placing it back on my nightstand. I pulled my new covers over my fragile body as I slowly drifted back to sleep, wanting to escape this world, wishing that this whole situation was just a realistic nightmare.