MONSTA X HYUNGWON & READER: CHEATER

Chapter Ten

Before I could let the passionate kiss between Wonho and I continue on, I came to a realization of what I was doing and I immediately pushed Wonho away from me, making him stumble back to the bathroom door with his eyes widen at me as I jumped down from the counter and ran back to the living room, pacing back and fourth in panic while bitting my bottom lip harshly, thinking to myself what the fuck I just did. I could feel my chest tighten up while my breathing became unsteady, making my head feel dizzy due to all the tension that I was building up inside of me. All different kinds of thoughts kept flooding into my mind, wondering what I was doing with Wonho just a moment ago. I couldn't believe that I was kissing my best friend and my ex boyfriend's best friend.

I knew it was completely and utterly wrong of me to kiss him and yet, at the same time, it felt completely right. Something ignited in my heart when I kissed Wonho that I never experienced with Hyungwon. Which I know is horrible to say but it's the truth. Before I could go deeper into my thoughts, my vision started to get all blurry to the point where I felt like the room was spinning all around me, making me stumble on my own two feet. Before I could collapse onto the floor, I felt a pair of strong arms catching me. I blinked a couple of times to get my vision back in order and once my vision was back to normal, my eyes widen as big as they could once I realized it was Wonho who was holding me securely in his arms, making me blush a little bit once I took in his facial expressions. His eyes were a darker shade than his original eye color, he has this small playful smirk yet concerning look on his face, making me cough a little bit to break the awkward silence. That and if I stayed in his arms any longer, I feel like something else would happen between Wonho and I.

Wonho blushed in embarrassment as he helped me stand up properly before letting me go from his arms, making me mumble out a quick thank you to him before fixing my hair. I decided to take a seat on the couch just as a precautionary so if I started to feel dizzy again, I could just pass out on the couch instead of falling into Wonho's arms again. My feelings and thoughts about Wonho are already pretty perplexed and I don't need them getting even more confusing by having him hold me in his arms.

"Wonho... we need to talk." I expressed with all seriousness in my tone without batting an eyelash at him as I kept my gaze focused on the coffee table that was right in front of me. I could hear Wonho's heavy nervous breathing as he carefully took a spot right next to me on the couch, making sure there was enough space between the both of us. Which was a bit odd since he's always tried to sit by me as closely as he could.

"Yeah..sure Y/n. What's...what's up?" Wonho asked me with a stutter in the tone of his voice voice as I could see his body visibly shake out of the corner of my eye, making me sigh while running my hands through my hair.

"Look Wonho. You know that you are my best friend and I truly appreciate you for being there for me in my time of need but the kiss that we just shared together should have never happened in the first place. I think I was just overwhelmed and...I...I don't know what came over me to cause to kiss you so passionately. But once my mind became more clear on what I was doing, I immediately snapped out of it and came to my senses. Hell! You are also Hyungwon's best friend and I think we both know that what we were doing was wrong." I explained while finally looking up from the coffee table to see how Wonho would react.

But as soon as I looked up, Wonho's face was about two inches away from mine, making me gulp in nervousness as my eyes locked onto Wonho's dark eyes while his jaw was clenched shut, making me squirm a bit in my position as I tried to avoid to look in his dark eyes. I already began to feel the exact same tension that I felt earlier with Wonho in the bathroom and that ended up us kissing each other in a fit of passion, which I somewhat regret. But I already know that my mind was screaming at me to make sure I wouldn't let that happen again. Before I could try to distant myself from Wonho, he roughly yet at the same time delicately pulled me into his lap, making me straddle him while I placed my hands on his hard muscular chest which of course, made me fluster like I was a teenage girl again. Of course I cursed at myself mentally for reacting the way I was, which made Wonho smirked at me with a dark lustful tint in his already darken eyes. My breath suddenly hitched in surprise as I felt his hands slowly massage both of my sides up and down before squeezing them carefully, making me flutter my eyes shut.

Before I could even recollect my thoughts on what was currently happening, I instantaneously sensed Wonho's breath on the shell of my ear, making me quiver in his lap.

"Are you sure it's you being overwhelmed Y/n? Or is it because you do feel something between the both of us but you just don't want to admit it?" Wonho questioned me in my ear in a low seductive tone of his voice, making me whimper quietly as I used all of my strength to keep my eyes shut so I wouldn't have to look into his dark eyes that was full of passion and perhaps...lust.

"I...I have no idea what you are talking about Wonho." I said quietly, making sure my eyes were still closed until I felt one of Wonho's hands slowly and lightly moved up and down from my right side to my forehead, feeling his hand gently move a piece of my hair out of the way, making my eyes flutter wide open immediately once I felt his thumb tracing lightly against my bottom lip. As soon my eyes met with his, he bit his bottom lip as he pulled me further into him so my forehead was pressed against his.

"So babygirl. You don't feel anything when I do this." Wonho whispered huskily against my lips before placing a slow, deep, and passionate kiss on my lips once again. Yet, this kiss had a tint of lust in it. At first, I began to resist the kiss by trying to push myself away from him which I guess that only made Wonho irritated because he pulled away suddenly, giving me a slight glare before he placed his lips on my neck, making me accidentally let out a small moan, shocking the both of us.

"Did...did you just let out a moan Y/n?" Wonho questioned me in a bit of shock yet he had this wicked smirk on his face, making me blush like a bright red tomato.

"No...no. You must be hearing things." I scoffed at him nervously as I managed to pull myself away from his grip before I stood up from the couch as I glared at Wonho's playful smirk on his face as he placed his hands behind his head, making him show off his muscular arms.

"Whatever you say doll face. Anyways, I'm going to head out to the gym so I'll be back in a few hours with some food. Don't get too lonely without me Y/n." Wonho teased me with a small wink as he got up from the couch to get his gym bag, gym shoes, his car keys, and his wallet. Before I could get a word in about the incident we just had, he was already out the door, making me groan in annoyance and confusion as I plopped myself back down on the couch. Maybe he was right. Maybe I had some kind of feelings for him that I was just not admitting to myself. And yet, I keep denying them and I keep telling myself that I only have feelings for Hyungwon, which is mainly true. But before I could make myself comfortable on the couch to try to comprehend my inner thoughts, my phone dinged. I sighed as I grabbed my phone off the coffee table to check to see who it was from and of course, it was from Hyungwon.

From Hyungwon 💔: We need to fucking talk babygirl.