MONSTA X HYUNGWON & READER: CHEATER

Chapter Twelve

As I kept rereading Hyungwon's one worded text over and over again, I could feel my heart break all over again. Without even realizing it, tears began to drip down onto my cheeks as the word "slut" was imprinted on my mind that Hyungwon texted me. In the time that I have known Hyungwon, I never thought he could be so heartless. But I guess sometimes the people that you love the most can always put on a poker face.

As I kept rereading the single worded text, I barely could comprehend the action of my phone being ripped away from my hands, making me shake my head back into reality. I immediately stood up from the couch to meet with a furious looking Wonho. Before I could breathe out a word, Wonho lifted his hand up to prevent from me speaking. Next thing I knew what was happening, he immediately brought me into his arms, making me rest my face onto his heaving muscular chest before he placed my phone back onto the coffee table and running his fingertips through my hair, which made me blush a little bit.

"You were right Wonho. You are always right. I...I just didn't want to believe it because I have loved Hyungwon more than life itself." I squeaked out barely over a whisper, surprised that Wonho could even catch my heart aching words as he just continued to squeeze me comfortably in his arms while placing a few soft and gentle kisses on the top of my head, making me silently cry my heart out as my tears began to fall fast down onto my face. As I finished talking, Wonho didn't spoke one word. All he did was continuing his same actions except I could feel his chest heave up and down in a pace where I can sense his anger. As if it felt like it was an eternity, Wonho had finally spoken up in a tense yet sadden and bitter tone in his voice. A voice that I have always loved and adored.

"Y/n you don't deserve any of this. You don't deserve the cruel words that he constantly says to you like you are nothing. This may sound harsh but you need to let him go. If he can't love you the way that I love you, then he never deserved you in the first place." Wonho whispered as he hugged me even tighter but suddenly, he pushed me gently away from him as he realized of what he just said, making my eyes widen at his little confession.

"Wonho...do...do you love me?" I whispered as I hiccuped a little bit due to the crying as my watery eyes met with his as a blush began to form on his face before turning away from me so his back is facing me.

"Just...just forget that I said anything Y/n. It doesn't matter anyways." Wonho mumbled as he plopped himself down on the couch with his head in his hands as he squeezed both sides of it with frustration, anger, and hurt. Right now, I was a bit unsure on how to feel of what Wonho had just said. All I knew is that I was in complete confusion with my own feelings for Wonho. I knew that I truly cared for him and that he's special to me considering the fact he has always been there for me. But... did I love him? Did I love him more than just a friend? Or...is it just my broken heart telling me that there's something missing that I'm not seeing. Before I could continue my deep thoughts, Wonho had snapped me out of it from his sighing as he got up from the couch with tears in his eyes as he grabbed a blanket from the other couch and laid back down on the couch that he was sitting on.

"Considering the fact you are being dead silent right now tells me all that I need to know about how you feel about me Y/n. I'm exhausted. I'm going back to bed. So just go to your room, I'm just going to sleep on the couch." Wonho whispered quietly as he quickly wipe off the tears that had fallen down before wrapping himself in the blanket and laying down on the couch facing the other way so his back was facing me. At that moment, I knew I needed to give him his space. I sighed quietly as I placed a soft peck on his head before walking to my room. As soon as I closed my bedroom door, the tears began to flood out of my eyes again as my back slowly slid down against the door, sitting in complete and utter silence as I kept crying.

The only sounds that could be heard from my room was my quiet whimpers and crying. Deep, deep down, I knew I would always love Hyungwon, no matter what and no matter how much I want to stop loving him. But at the same time, I need my love for him to fade away so I could move on from him and that my heart could start the process of healing. And perhaps, whenever I'm ready, I could to start to love someone who would truly love me back. But...right now...I need to get my head on straight and to make sure that Wonho is okay once we are both awake.