MONSTA X HYUNGWON & READER: CHEATER

Chapter Five

I could feel my heart accelerate in speed as I slowly looked up, my eyes meeting with Wonho's eyes. His hair was freshly dyed to blonde with the tips of his hair dyed in a dark red, he was wearing a white tank top with a black leather jacket, black ripped skinny jeans, and some combat boots. And if I was being completely honest with myself, he looked good. Real damn good. I didn't realize that I was looking up and down at him until I heard him giggle and ruffled my hair before entering my apartment, making me chuckle quietly as I closed the door, feeling embarrassed that I was doing the once over to one of my ex boyfriend's best friends. I rubbed my face up and down while Wonho made himself comfortable on my couch in the living room before placing his phone on my coffee table, making me wonder why he was here in the first place. I decided to plop myself down next to Wonho, making sure there's a good amount of space between us. Even though Wonho is also one of my best friends, I always made sure I didn't sit next to him too closely for Hyungwon's sake since he always got jealous on how close I got to his group mates and best friends. But since Hyungwon and I are no longer together, I honestly don't know what to do with myself. My body always reacts on how Hyungwon would feel if I sat too close to any of his best friends. But first things first, I need to know why Wonho is here at my apartment.

"It's always good to see you Wonho but I'm just wondering, why are you here?" I questioned him as I grabbed few of the hair ties that were in a small elegant bowl that was on the coffee table and began using them to put my hair up in a messy bun. Wonho sighed as he ran his hands through his hair, thinking to himself for a moment as he looked at me then back to the floor.

"Well I'm here because you didn't respond to my text so I got worried and I decided to come over to check up on you. Speaking of that, how are you holding up?" Wonho expressed with concern in his tone as he looked up at me while taking both of my hands in his, making me squirm a little in my position, not expecting at all for him to suddenly take my hands into his. I couldn't help but feel my face turn into a tint of pink as I tried my best to avoid making any eye contact with him.

"You want the honest answer Wonho? I feel like I'm barely living, like my soul has left my body. I want to hate Hyungwon with every inch of my body but my heart won't let me, no matter how hard I try. I only hate him for what he did. And the worse part is that I still have a significant amount of love for him and I still think he's an remarkable person. But I know deep down in my heart that no matter how much I still love him, I just can't go back to him. Ever since he cheated on me, I've been keeping myself in my apartment like a hermit. The only time I go out is when I have to go to work and to get groceries. I sound pathetic don't I?" I confessed to Wonho as I felt my eyes began to tear up again, letting my hands fall weakly into Wonho's hands.

Before I knew it, Wonho was enveloping me into his arms, making me place my head in the croak of his neck. I could smell the scent of his cologne that smelt like dusk with a light tint of milk chocolate and somehow, the scent was comforting to me. I could feel the tension in my body slowly fade away as Wonho began rubbing my back in circular motions. In all honesty, it felt wonderful and comforting to have someone close to you with you to try and help you heal from heartache. As I silently pulled away from Wonho's neck, I sniffled a little as I gave Wonho a soft smile before Wonho smiled back at me as he brushed away the few tears that had fallen onto my cheeks with the pads of his thumbs, making me bite my lip nervously as he kept rubbing my cheeks with his thumbs.

In the moment, I didn't know what was currently happening because I began to lose myself in my thoughts to the point where I didn't notice that Wonho was leaning in towards me until our lips were a centimeter a part. Wonho's eyes kept flickering back and forth towards my lips and then back to my eyes before biting his bottom lip softly. I could feel the blood rushing to my head as my heart beat increased, not sure on how to react to the close approximately between Wonho and me. Suddenly, Wonho carefully wrapped his arms around my waist before pulling me into his lap, making me gasp in surprise before placing my hands on his chest to keep myself balanced. I tried to avoid looking into Wonho's eyes when we are in a position that's meant for couples but he brought my attention back onto his eyes by grabbing my chin delicately, turning it so I'd be facing him.

"Y/n, can I kiss you?" Wonho whispered as he traced the outline of my bottom lip with his thumb, trapping me in his intense but gentle gaze making me bite my own lip before nodding my head yes, not fully knowing on what I was saying yes to. Next thing I know, Wonho pulled me closer to his chest before placing his soft sensually lips on mine. My eyes widen as he began to kiss me gently and slowly, like he was placing all his care into the kiss. I knew it was wrong, completely wrong, but just something about his lips on mine just felt so...right and comforting. Before I knew it, I began kissing Wonho back, losing myself and my common sense into the kiss as I felt Wonho smiling into the kiss, placing his strong hands on my waist. Before the kiss could even continue on, Wonho's phone dinged, indicating he received a text. I was about to pull away so he could answer it but instead, he just pulled me right back to him, placing his lips back onto mine. As we went back to kissing, I couldn't help but look down at his phone screen to see who texted him. And I felt like my heart was about to stop immediately once I saw who it was.

From Hyungwon: Where the fuck are you Wonho. We need to talk. NOW. And you better stay the fuck away from Y/n.