MONSTA X HYUNGWON & READER: CHEATER

Chapter Fifteen

Suddenly, I was steadily regaining consciousness as I heard quiet yet intense shouting going back and forth as my vision was still a bit blurry but I could still tell the two figures before me were Wonho and Hyungwon. How long have I been unconscious? How long have they been arguing with each other like this? And what on earth are they arguing about?

"Get the fuck out of here Hyungwon. The last thing Y/n wants to see is your cheating fucking face." Wonho growled quietly as he pushed Hyungwon's chest, making him stumble back a little towards my busted bedroom door. Hyungwon readjusted his shirt before taking a deep long breath before glaring at Wonho.

"Oh fuck off man! I just wanted to discus something with Y/n and then I'll be on my way. What I didn't expect was seeing my own fucking best friend trying to get into my ex's pants!" Hyungwon growled as he shoved Wonho back, making him stumble and hit the floor, making him groan in slight pain. And at this point, my vision was back to normal and I knew I needed to intervene before this could escalate.

"The both of you need to stop act like fucking children this instant!" I expressed in annoyance as I slowly sat up, making them turns towards me with both of their eyes wide open. Even though it makes me sick to my stomach to see Hyungwon right in front of me, right in my bedroom, I knew I need to know what he needed to talk to me about or else he will just keep coming back.

"Oh uh...Y/n your awake. Did you hear all of that?" Wonho asked queasily with a flustered look on his face as he scratched the back of his neck. All I could do was cross my arms together with an annoyed and stern look on my face as I nodded my head yes, making him even more flustered. But with Hyungwon, he just shrugged it off like it was nothing, making me roll my eyes at him.

"Anyways. Can you please wait in the living room? I want to know what Hyungwon wanted to talk to me about. If I don't, he will just keep coming back here." I explained in monotone as my eyes stayed on Hyungwon as his eyes darkened at me, making Wonho look back and forth between us.

Before Wonho could even protest my request, I gave him a soft yet pleading look to let him know that I need to get this talk with Hyungwon over with. Wonho frowned of course but just sighed and exited the room, leaving me and Hyungwon alone. And for a brief moment, everything was dead silent.

"I can see that your doing well Y/n." Hyungwon whispered quietly, but loud enough for me to still hear. I couldn't help but roll my eyes again. I don't know why but lately all I can do is roll my eyes at Hyungwon and I don't feel a single ounce of u guilt about it either.

"Cut the bullshit Hyungwon. Why the hell are you here?" I questioned him, a bit irritated that he's here in my apartment and that he barged in on me and Wonho.

"Sigh. Okay fine I'll make this quick and I'll be out of your hair." Hyungwon expressed in a little of annoyance of how push I was being of wanting him to leave as quickly as possible as he slightly glared at me before brushing his hair back with his fingertips and if I was being honest with myself, it always made my insides squirm and my heart race a little. But luckily, this time, it only had a tiny bit of an effect on me.

"Y/n...I" Hyungwon said nervously as he pulled on his hair while pacing back and forth in my bedroom, making me tap my foot on my floor in impatience as I quirk an eyebrow at him, wondering why he's acting like this because ever since I've known him, I have never witness him act like this.

"Look if your not—-" But before I could get another word in, I was interrupted by Hyungwon as he gently pushed me back down onto my bed, holding my arms down to the side as he stared right into my eyes, gently biting his lip as I saw his chest heaved up and down a bit, making me suck in a breath.

"Shut up Y/n. Let me talk...please." Hyungwon whispered, really close to my lips if I may add and all I could do was slowly nod in understanding, making him smirk down at me before his facial expression went back to being serious.

"The reason I came barging into your apartment is because I want to say that I still love you and that I will never stop loving you. Of course I fucked up and nothing could ever fixed what I did but I just can't bare of having you not in my life anymore. I tried over and over again to get you off of my mind but I just couldn't.

Plus, I...I wanted to ask you to marry me that day when you found me in bed with Yuki. No, I didn't plan on sleeping with her. I...I just don't know what happen but I know it's not an excuse for what I did. But, I just wanted to exclaim to you on how much I love you, that I admit that I fucked up and if I could, I would go back in time to stop that moment, and in hopes you might take me back." Hyungwon explained in a deep, serious, yet breathy tone in his voice as he looked deeply into my eyes with his. In that moment, I felt like my heart had completely stopped or if time has stopped and frozed during this moment.

Before I could respond, Hyungwon began to slowly lean into me, making my face turn red as I tried to push him off of me but suddenly, I felt his lips began to softly pressed on against mine. And if I was being honest with myself, I completely forgot how soft his lips were against mine.

But deep down inside of me, even if I did wanted to give him another chance, I could never, ever, ever stop imagining his lips pressed up against Yuki's lips. And that's when I felt the tears forming in my eyes, making me break out of Hyungwon's grasps making him scrunch his eyebrows up in confusion before I pushed him off of me.

"Just...I just can't Hyungwon. I don't love you like I used to and I just can't stop picturing you and Yuki together. You broken the trust we had. You...you tore us apart. You destroyed us. So please just leave and never come back." I whispered as my voice cracked in heartache as I held my arms together, squeezing my eyes shut together to prevent the tears that formed fall out.

"But...Y/n...I—-" Before Hyungwon could even speak another word, a voiced cleared their throat, interrupting us as we both placed our attention on the person which was of course Wonho. Thank god...

"I believe she asked you to leave Hyungwon and to never come back. You should probably leave before I make you leave." Wonho said in a demanding tone as he crossed his muscular arms together, making Hyungwon sigh as he walked out of the room but not before shoving his shoulder into Wonho's before we heard the apartment door slam shut, making me jump a little in my spot.

And as soon as Hyungwon left, all the tears that I was holding back suddenly began to drip down onto my lap, one by one. I couldn't help but let out small little whimpers as more tears came out. Before I could comprehend what was happening, I felt Wonho's arms wrap around my small fragile body, holding me close to him as he pressed soft gently kisses against the top of my head. Words didn't need to be said to know how much I was hurting and how Wonho would always protect me and give me the love that I deserve, the love that Hyungwon could never give me.

Maybe....

Just maybe I could give Wonho a chance to love me....

And maybe....I have loved him back as well and I never noticed it until now.

But is it wrong for me to love my ex boyfriend's best friend?

Or is it something that I just need to take my chance on?