Criminal Minds Imagines

Now we'll never know *Spencer Reid* || Fluff

(A/n: so this was inspired by the episode "Date night" from season 15 and a book I was writing about Spencer Reid. THIS PART IS NOT SMUT, just a SAD IMAGINE)

(History: Y/n is the head of the best cybersecurity firm. Her and Spencer were engaged until Y/n was kidnapped and raped by a serial killer. The BAU saved her but she could never look at Spencer again after she found out she was pregnant with the serial killer's child. Afraid that Spencer might ask for abortion she ran out on him and left her whole in Washington DC behind. Y/n went underground to raise her child away from Spencer's world and he never heard from her.)

Y/n's POV:

I hated leaving Spencer behind every minute I had spent away from him, but I know how much he hated that monster and I knew he would never agree on raising his child even though this child is innocent and has became the most wonderful part of my life. It had been six years since I last saw Spencer, six years since I talked to Garcia, six years since I changed my identity and erased my digital print, six years in which I became familiar with people calling me Ares.

"Mommy, look! You're on TV." A beautiful voice snaps me from my train of thoughts and I place my coffee mug on the counter turning around. I look at the surprised face of my daughter as she points her index at the TV and I see a picture of me. "Missing person? What does that mean?" She chuckles not understanding why her mom is on TV and frankly I am just as surprised as she is.

"I don't know sweetie, it's probably just a mistake." I put my hand on her shoulder and change the channel, but that picture is broadcast everywhere so I put the cartoons channel. I feel my heart racing thinking that the worst has happened. I fear that monster had escaped prison and this is Spencer's way of getting my attention. "How about some ice cream and a good cartoon? Mommy needs to work right now, how does that sound?" I smile kneeling in front of my daughter and her eyes open wide as she knows I rarely let her watch TV.

I open my laptop and sigh going on the dark web.
Mozart. We need to hear your music. - Meow Meow
"Fuck." I whisper under my breath and I look over at the couch where my daughter sits. I know Garcia left that message because Mozart was my signature when I used to hack things and Meow Meow was Garcia. I've kept my daughter hidden from anyone at the BAU. No one knows about her existence and as much as I want to help Spencer's team, I cannot risk it all I've worked on these 6 years.

I scroll the web and find another message from Garcia. I click the link and I smile seeing the firewalls that protect whatever it is that she sent to me. She knows I can hack this because she uses my program. It doesn't take much to intercept the file and I see it's a video of Garcia. I put on my headphones and play it.
"Hey. Even though I am still so pissed at you that words are not enough to describe it, we need you. I cannot even tell you what is going on, but if you don't show up at the BAU in the next 36 hours, Spencer's mom is going to die, among with three other people. I know you don't want to be found for whatever reason, but we need you, Spencer needs you. Please come forward." I hear Penelope's voice and I feel tears in my eyes because I've realized just how much I miss her. I cannot breathe thinking how I left them all behind, how I left Spence.

"Are you okay, mommy?" The angelic sweet voice brings me back to reality. I feel my baby's hand on my arm and I smile shaking my head.

"Yeah, everything is okay sweetie. I am just a little tired of working. How about we do something fun instead?" I smile to her and she nods chuckling.
"How about you read me my favorite book? Rumple buttercup." She smiles and I tilt my head nodding. I just keep wondering how loving and sweet she is when she has a fucking psychopath for a father.