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The Truth

" Why can't you trust me"

"Sorry Bae" I sing as I walk into our room I've been holding singing in since I turned my music. I look up from my dancing while singing to see Hope and Frankie looking at me with confused faces. I look at them irritated and confused how the hell did they even know where our room was.

"What" I ask as they just sit there all in my face.
Hope answers me with " we said why can't you trust us".

I look at her with a this dumbass face "We don't know you we just met you we don't even know y'all last or middle names why the hell would we trust you this isn't a ducking movie this is the real world and in the real world when you trust I know people you get hurt, killed, or kidnapped and I'd rather not so no we can't trust you or at least I don't trust you"

"You can trust us this damn situation we are in is straight out of a book or movie" Frankie said obviously getting frustrated or mad maybe both.

Getting angry I yell "BUT IT'S NOT HOW CAN YOU NOT GET THIS THROUGH YALL BIG ASS HEADS DO I HAVE YELL IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN FOR FIVE DAMN YEARS FOR YALL TO GET I DON'T TRUST ANYONE EXCEPT FOR MY PARENTS MY SIBLINGS A CHOICE FEW OF BLOOD RELATED RELATIVES AND THE PEOPLE BESIDE AND BEHIND ME AKA MY FUCKING FAMILY AND YOU ARE NOT APART THAT NOR WILL YOU EVER BE SINCE YOU CANT EVEN SEEM TO REPECT MY DUCKING BOUNDARIES".

"How did you find out where our room was" I ask trying to not yell

They both get kind of guilty looks on their faces before Hope speaks and say " We kinda followed y'all and when we couldn't find the exact room we kept looking in this y'all for the thing y'all had that we recognized like y'all bags or some of the clothes you wore yesterday"

Breathing to calm myself down a little I walk closer to them and whisper " I've been hurt my those I trusted my life and you're not close to that I wouldn't even trust you with my imaginary pig please just get out".
They stand there for a little looking sorry.

"GET THE HELL OUT" I yell

And with that I jump onto my part of the bed and put my earbuds in and close my eyes time to cool down.
I can hear them walk out and somebody closing the door finally.

I know it's coming so I just open my eyes sit up and turn off my music. I look at them waiting for them to ask what my problem is or something like that.
"What is wrong with you" Tay asks as she sits on the edge of the bed.
"Nothing is wrong with me" I answer back

"There has to be something wrong with you you've never been that about on someone about the trust thing" Liiric says
"No one has been this annoying about it or this rudeish I don't know how to explain it they just irk me and won't take no for a answer or get that I have issues and I don't trust easy or want to trust people who are like this THEY FOUND OUT WHERE I SLEEP WHO TOLD THEM I DIDN'T YOU DIDN'T AINT NO SIGN IN THE DOOR THEY HAD TO FOLLOW US THEY HAD TO TRACK US THEY HAD TO SEARCH AROUND FOR OUR STUFF FROM WHAT THEY REMEMBER IT LOOKING LIKE THEY BETRAYED WHATEVER LITTLE ITTY BITTY SMALL TRUST OR REPECT I HAD FOR THEM AS A PERSON DOING THAT I DON'T EVEN WANNA SLEEP HERE ANYMORE BECAUSE IT MAKES MY SKIN CRAWL TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE WAS HERE WITOUT US HERE IT MAKES MY FUCKING SKIN CRAWL TO KNOW WHAT THEY HAD TO DO TO FIND US IT MAKE MY FUCKING SKIN CRAWL THAT I DIDN'T NOTICE I WAS BEING WATCHED" by the end of my yelling spree I realize that I started crying.

I fall to the floor and cry while balled up in between the bed and the wall feeling hopeless. I just sit there and rock trying to calm myself down until I hear someone say "NaaNaa calm down we are right here we just wanted to know what was wrong and what made you so upset we are sorry if we triggered something we just wanted to know" Amiya says as she hugs me and pulls me into her.

I cry even harder into her shirt Amiya is the mom of the group and without my mom here she takes care of me and that helps because I miss my mom.

I feel here and rub my back and the others telling me it's ok. When I finally calm down I lay down and fall asleep.

AALIYAH POV

Naa went to sleep after calming down and after we tucked her in we started to talk.
"To be honest I'm pissed at what they did too" I say to the others
"I am too " Amiya says agreeing with me and everyone except Allyson nods. Maybe I'm trippin yea I have to be I already really don't like this girl and if she betrays or breaks Naa more I'll break her neck.

"I think she overreacted" Allyson says and the adds " she always was over emotional what happened to her if it even happened isn't even that serious I honestly thing she lied about everything to get fucking attention y'all know she loves attention and compliments and people showing her affection or stuff like that maybe this was all a stunt to finally get some people to dote over her". 

IS THIS BITCH SERIOUS
I run over to her as fast as I can and grab her my her neck " Are you fucking serious I know what happened to her was real she might love attention but if there is anything Naa is it's not a liar yes she might have lied a few times but has it ever been big shit HELL NO because she not that type of ducking person plus the police and FBI fucking confirmed it happened bitch it's the fucking truth we just didn't tell you because frankly I haven't trusted you since elementary school you ugly two faced bitch".

"GET THE HELL OUT" I yell as I throw her out the door with the damn door
I look at Amiya and say " get the stuff and find a new room please one with a door would be nice I'll wake up Naa and break her all over again all because of that bitch all that damn progress done"

I turn around and look at Allyson and yell "I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY SKINNY NO ASS BAD BREATH HAVING ASS RAGGEDY ASS BITCH"

I pick up some of our stuff and give it Tay and do the thing that I am dreading the most waking Naa up to tell her the truth.

I get over to the bed and feel myself start to cry as I shake her awake.

As soon as she wakes up I go to tell her what happened but she says " I know"

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sorry for the spelling mistakes I have fixed the ones I could find now