Sanaa Pov
Please no please let it be a relapse please let this be a nightmare.
"It's not a nightmare I'm right here кролик " He says
No no no no no no no no no no no NO. I take a deep breath trying to calm down as I begin to shake and tremble in fear.
No I refuse to let him have control of me again I fucking refuse. I gather my courage and kick him hard in the knee. Push him away and turn around and pull out my knife.
"ну же кролик you don't have to be like that " He says.
" You know full well that I have to be like this Niccy " I say in fake confidence.
" What did I say about calling me that when you're being emotional кролик now say my name " He says obviously getting angry.
" Nicholai " I say barely louder that a whisper
"What was that I didn't hear that very well кролик repeat it for me baby " He says sounding smug
"Nicholai" I say louder and in the sweet voice I know he loves. I see him visibly relax a little I give him my best fake smile.
"You know I love it when you call me by my full name in that loving voice of yours кролик " He says giving me his dazzling smile. It could honestly shine anyone into doing what he wants to bad it stopped shining for me in the good way years ago.
Now all I see is a reminder to how manipulative looks can be in this superficial ass world. All I see is a current reminder to how much that person with that dazzling beautiful smile that person that I loved. That person that I trusted with my heart and my life all I see is how much he hurt me how much he killed me inside.
"I know you do " I say in the coldest voice I could do and watch his face change it's too late though. He got to comfortable he forgot about the knife but I'm sure he remembers when I throw it and it lands in his shoulder.
I flip him off before turning around and running away from him.
" CYA BITCH " I yell as I run as fast as my short ass legs could carry me which to be Jones is not that far but I was scared and I turned into the flash in that moment.
When I reach other others I'm out of breath short legs , asthma , and being lazy do not mix and I have all those things.
"What's wrong Naa " Liiric asked.
"Niccy he's here and where he goes they all follow" I say while wheezing.
"Are you sure the others are here too" Tay asks.
I try to answer but nothing comes out I can't breath I feel myself fall to the ground and curl up.
I feel my self start to shake and I try myself to breath then all of a sudden I feel warmth.
TAY'S POV
" NaaNaa" Liirc says calling Sanaa's name.
" Naa breath it's ok" I said getting closer to her so she can hear me then I feel a push and in front of me I see HIM Nicholai in all his betraying ass glory.
"Get away from her" Amiya says clearly getting irritated and angry.
"SHUT UP YOUR NOT HELPING YOUR MAKING HER WORSE" Nicholai Yells as he picks Sanaa up and hugs her close to his chest.
" моя любовь мой кролик мне нужно чтобы ты дышал за меня успокойся и дыши шшш слушай мое сердце кролик и знай что это я и я здесь для тебя малышка кролик " Nicholai says in Russian still rocking Sanaa.
I have no idea what he said fully but whatever it was Naa started to calm down because of it but she's still crying.
" Niccy" I hear her say her voice was breaking ad you could Herat the hurt.
" я прямо здесь кролик " Nicholai Says to her
SANAA'S POV
" я прямо здесь кролик " Nicholai Says.
" No you hurt me I loved you and hurt me I trusted you with my heart and with my life and you hurt me" I say barely able to talk with my voice breaking and never talking any more than a whisper.
" I know I hurt you but кролик believe me I love you and I know you still love me" Nicholai says smiling and crying
I push him away from me and stand up wipe my tears look him in the eyes and say " No I loved you and I'm not sure you know what love is anymore Niccy you've changed no you had changed and that's why we are in this situation now. Let me tell you something you ended my world way before we got on this boat you ended my world way before that tornado started you ended my world way before all the explosions because you Nicholai Ivanov you were my world. Our relationship were my world our family and friends were my world and you one of the people I loved the most killed all of that. I changed Schools I stopped being social I have trust issues I cry myself to sleep I blow up at people who try to get to close I literally attack people who surprise me our just pop up because I'm paranoid. YOU DID THAT AND YOU THINK SAYING I KNOW AND THAT YOU LOVE ME WILL MAKE IT BETTER WELL IT DOESN'T NICCY IM SORRY IT DOESN'T . CHANGE. ANYTHING ". And with that I turn around and start to walk away from him.
" NaaNaa hey "
I turn around and instantly break down crying hard.
" Xai " I cry out voice cracking as I run to him and into his arms.
" How are you here what's happening" I ask as I burry my face into his chest.
"NaaNaa who is that" Aaliyah asks.
" We never told you the full story of what happened did we" I say trying to stop crying.
"This is my cousin Xaimon" I say " "and I guess I should tell you what happen"
" BAM "
I start to scream my ears are bleeding from the explosion and the boat starts to shake and tip over to the side.
Is this how I go out well fuck
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Hello this is the end of Zunibe book 1 thank you for taking this journey with me and hopefully I'll see you next book.
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