I sat frozen in front of my television. Words couldn't explain how I felt. So many emotions flowed through me. I felt sad, angry, guilty, overwhelmed, confused. Life at the moment just didn't seem real. I can't believe I had acted like such an ass hole. "On today's local news the body of pastor Anthony Givens was found in echo lake after a by passer saw the car drive into the lake, She claimed it to be purposely done. Here's the recording of the 911 call."
"911 what's your emergency?"
"I was walking and this guy....he's driving an-and he drove into the lake.....please send help please I'm panicking I don't know what to do. Please!! I'm at echo lake."
"Ok thank you, paramedics, are on their way."
"Paramedics were able to find the body but are unsure how bad the pastor's conditions are. Anthony took a really big blow to the head and was severely injured."
I turned off the tv before the newscaster could say anything else. My sisters sat behind me so silent I almost forgot that they were there. I drag my limp body into my room and lay in my bed sinking deep into my sheets not wanting to ever come up I felt like a monster how could I have said the things I said to him, yet claim that everyone deserves forgiveness?
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the life behind their eyes
De Tododerrick has been convicted for 3 years yet he has no clue what for. he gets monthly visits from pastor givens who says he is there because of god but there is something much deeper than that. pastor givens is guilty of a lot of things in his life a...