Lucid {m u k e} on hold

t h r e e

\We walked until we found a small, colorful park. It was light by only a couple street lights but you could still see the playground.

I noticed that Michael had gotten quiet. Its like he wasn't confident with out a game controller in hand.

"Hey can I take a picutre of you?" Oh my god, that sounded so fucking creepy.

"Sure?" He laughed. I walked back until I was at the perfect distance.

His hair was still very visible even if it was dark out. Michael was so pretty. He had these pretty plump lips, nice green eyes, and a great smile. But somehow he seemed way more then that.

Michael giggled, made two peace signs with his hands and smiled a big goofy grin. I couldn't help but smile at how funny he looked.

I looked down for just a second and Michael was gone. "Michael?" I called out, pacing in circles. "Where the did you go?"

I heard a rustle come from behind a bush and Michael out from behind it. Laughter left his lips and it felt like it travelled to my soul cause god damn. He covered his face with his hands and laughed even harder.

"I'm sorry" Michael wheezed out. He pouted and made grabby hands towards me. "No! You probably just took and piss and now your hands are all ew" I said making a grossed out face by scrunching up my nose and sticking out my tongue. He ended up chasing after me still making grabby hands. Giggled erupted from the both of us, i felt so alive in that moment. The wind blowing on my face, only ours voices filling the once awkward void. Our footsteps following the beat of my heart.

I felt Michael snatch the back of my sweater and jump onto my back. My knees buckled and we went down tumbling. "Mikey!" I whined. I rolled over so that I was on my back, Michael layed on top of me while we gasped for air. Thinking about it now trying to explain this exact moment to someone would so sexual I probably wouldn't even try.

Micheal's deep breaths fanned my ear, It sent tingles down my spine. It felt like an eternity just laying there with him. The way our being fit almost perfectly together and it sorta scared me, it scared me because I just met him and everything seems alright in his presence. And it isn't the feeling where its like 'woah, i could potentially love this person' because no, it feels like there could be so much more then 'love' or just a 'thing'. I think it could potentially but probably be way more then this. Am i making sense? Probably not.

I started to feel vibrating coming from Micheal's front pocket and shifted uncomfortably underneath him.

"Michael why are you vibrating?" We both scrambled off each other. Michael sighed and slowly made eye contact with me. "Ashton and Calum went back to the house with the pizza"

"And?"

"He said we should go back and I don't really want to pass up pizza" He concluded. It was like loud, giggly, confident Michael was over. It had come and gone but thats okay.

"Im a pizza-holic" Michael said breaking the thick layer of silence. All I could do was laugh at his ridiculous comment. "You're weird" I said.

"So are you"

We walked back to the house with only silence filling the space in between. Our hands occasionally brushed and it gave me a little hope until he pulled away and stuffed his hands in his pockets, making my heart sink a little. Just like he did I pulled away and folded my hands behind my back.

We stepped into the house, the smell of pizza wafted through the house. Followed by the sounds of giggles coming from my- I mean Calum and I's room. Mikey and i made our up there, him still not talking. Was I really that bad at making friends? I'm such a screw up.

"Calum! No, Stop!" Ashton yelled. Calum just laughed in response. It was like an automatic connection with those two. Not so much Michael and I.

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MICHAEL P.O.V.

We ended up eating the rest of the pizza and filling the rest of our evening with call of duty and a couple other games. Luke fell asleep about half an hour ago. He had sprawled himself over the whole mattress even if he was supposed to share with Calum. Calum had only groaned when he saw the 6-foot-soemthing teenage boy hogging all the space. I had quit playing videos games a while ago; It got boring quickly when I won every single time. I sat behind ashton with my chin propped on his shoulder and loosely put my arms around his waist. My eyes stung from how tired i was and the brightness of the screen. I nudged Ashtons cheek to get the his attention. "Huh?"

"M'tired" I murmered into his shirt.

"Then go to bed"

"I dont wanna go without you"

"Well I am probably gonna stay up until Cal goes to bed"

Cal? Did ashton just call Calum 'Cal'? Ashtons my best friend, what if Calum takes him away from me? Who will I have then? "Okay" was all I could push out. What the fuck is this bullshit?

I crawled onto Lukes bed since Luke was in Cals already. I pulled the pillow and blanket closer to me. Why did everything seem to turn my mood sour? Maybe I really end gonna end up alone.

A/N

helloo! im sorry i havent updated in so long, i havent really had time or had inspiration to write. sorry if this chapter sucks and i knows its prett short but i will make up for it. well on another note LUKE IS NOT GOING TO BE HOMESCHOOLED, HE IS JUST GONNA GO TO A DIFFERENT SCHOOL FROM THE OTHER BOYS. ANNNNNNNDDDD I AM GOING TO MAKE HUKE LEMMINGS WITH DARK BROWN HAIR. YAY! and ya hoped you enjoyed this little chapter. VOTE AND COMMENT PLEASE ilysm