Lucid {m u k e} on hold

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3rd persons pov

Ashton and Calum had ended the game two hours later. They pushed each other when one lost and laughed more then they had in a long time. Ashton had to admit he did have way more fun then he had with Michael. Calum and Ashton laughed more and felt like they could do or say anything. Do you ever get that feeling? Like no matter what happen just having that one person by your side made you invinsible. Ashton didnt care if they had only just met, Calum gave him this forgein feeling his his chest, as if it was full of bubbles and they were all spuratically popping one by one.

The two boys could hear Luke and Michaels faint snores filling the now silent room. "Do you um want to maybe share a bed?" Calum said breaking the silence. Ashton thought about how maybe just maybe Calum would help his jagged breathing that came from his overwhelming anxiety. His arms wouldnt have to curl around himself but instead calums waist. He hated to admit it but Ashton loved the thought of that.

Ashton scooped up Michael and plopped him down beside Luke's still body. After he did that both boys stripped their clothing and switched them with sweats. They laid in the bed that seemed to be almost too small for the growing boys.

Michael asbesnt-mindedly wrapped his arms around the boys skinny frame. Both of the boys hair tickle one anothers cheeks. Their warm breaths filling the atmosphere. Nither one even realized whose arms were around them, they both craved affection and wouldnt dare push it away in such an unconsious state of mind.

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Morning came quickly. The sun shone threw the window with such tremendous force that Michael,with eyes still closed, cowerd under the sky blue blanket that reminded him of the clouds. he once again grasped at the skinny boy at his side. "Ashy" Michael said into the sheets. His hands reached above his head and he stretched out his body like a kitten would do. His small hands took ahold of a tuft of hair. "Ow stop Mikey!" Luke's deep morning voice whined. Luke swatted away Mikeys hand and nudged him away.

"and I'm not Ashy"

"Oh" Is all Michael had to say before he crawled off the bed and stood there just looking at Luke. He looked at his now messy brown hair that was now flat on his forehead, he looked at the lazy smile that graced his features, he looked at how blue his awakening eyes looked. But Michael thought he was more then the beauty on his face but the pretty sight that might be inside.

Luke knew it was Micheal's soft arms around him the whole time. He didn't mind though. Luke thought it was nice to wake up next to someone and hear someones comfortable breathes breezing onto your neck and their fluffy pink hair ticking your cheeks. But Luke quickly remembered he needed to put back up his tough front, to not get hurt again. If you dont want to get your heartbroken you just need to act like you dont have one and thats exactly what Luke did when it came to people. All people will mistreat you, you just have to be strong enough to let them go. They all srcew you over sooner or later. Luke has only encourterd a few good people a couple times in his life.

"Why'd you get up?" Luke questions.

"I dont know um"

"Come lay back down its only.. wow 6:48am"

Michael hesitanly climed back into the bed but made sure there was a gap between the two or them. Michael dint have an exact reason as to why he wanted to distance himself from the younger boy. Maybe it was because of the way Luke made Michael feel and he couldnt stand it. He hated the butterfly feeling and the scarlett flushed cheeks. It all seemed so cliche and dumb to him. Why would you just take down all your walls for that one person just to get hurt? Its just ludicrous.
Luke on the other hand couldn't stand the gap. He huffed and sat up.
"Why won't you cuddle with me?" Luke questioned.

"It's to warm" And that was a lie because the room was freezing cold.
"Liar"

"No I'm not"

"Then cuddle with me"

"Why?"

"Because I want you to"

"Shut up Luke" Michael then moved over so now that his arms went around Luke's body lazily and...(the pic on the top/side). My head snuggled into his chest and I got comfy. He smelt so comforting and nice. "So fucking needy" Micheal said under his breath.

Calum and Ashton still had faint snores leaving their lips while on the other side of the room laid two wide awake teenage boys. They might of had their eyes closed but they for sure had their minds wide open. How couldn't their minds race when you were snuggling the boy who made you weak in the knees? Micheal's heart pounded, so scared that he might of fallen to fast again. 

Luke on the other hand was enjoying and savoring every little breath that left Michael. He liked the way the older boys nose brushed his throat or how often his finger tips ghosted over his skin and tickled his arms. It was moments like these Luke had to hold back the 'extremly needy, clingy' part of him. He had to hold himself back from grabbing the older boys face and kissing him in such a hungry way and feeling michaels soft milky skin in his grasp. 

Both of their breathing got heavier with every racing thought. Lukes body relaxed and genty molded to Michaels. They soon fell asleep just listening to one anothers breathing and heartbeats. The young brunette hoping the boy  beside him with the pink hair might take down his walls for him. 

A/N

hiii this is sorta short but i think it might be one of the better chapters i did! um yeah, ive been super super sad lately and had no motivation to do anything, i couldnt even get myself to shower most of the time. im such a shit person all the time. sorry but i love you guys tons! comment and vote becuase it makes me happy :) 

song: walls by all time low