chapter 11
the crumbling.
dear you;-
I'm sure you're wondering why I didn't entitle you this time, it's because this is probably an end of something. you lost the desire to live, dear friend. you're stone cold, I can barely drag a reaction from you. you're just...not you anymore. you tried forgetting it all, starting all again. It was expected, right?
you smile and laugh and fangirl all the same. yet can't someone just notice how much you're breaking inside. how much she meant to you and in a matter of moments you lost her. how much you're in pain of how it all went downhill and you just feel so fucking helpless. how you wish you could change things back to how they are, try and to un-hurt yourself, ready to fall blindly for it all,all over again.
yet you can't. she's slipping away and you can't seem to be able to drag her back in anymore. never liked your affect on her. heck, look at her affect on you. notice how much a single change from her can drive you wild. I'm literally depending on autocorrect here due to the heavy tears blurring my vision. you're- I can't even think of what to say about you anymore. I'm trying so hard to help you out, but I can't. I can't describe how much I'm sincerely sorry that I can't help.
I always tell you not to give up and I'm able to sooth your demons of overthinking by convincing them there's something else to look forward to. I'm speechless right now; I. Ireally don't know what to say. bloody hell, I'm so damn sorry.
YOU ARE READING
letters to a girl
Short Storya girl who went through a lot and people around never noticed. until one day, she exhaled her feelings along with confessions that rose hell.
