letters to a girl

chapter 3

chapter 3
the empty apologies.

dear human;-

I know how much these letters anger you. they have all the truths you never confessed. you're mad at me because I published them and to be honest, I don't feel bad about it. at least they're showing you your wrongs; that your way of living isn't correct, that you hold your own end and beginning but you refuse to choose the right path. I'm not going to stop publishing them.

you can hate me all you want, I'm doing what's best for you. pretty ironic statement, isn't it? what I should have done years ago yet never had the courage to face it up to you. but now, it seeemed to click. I suddenly saw all your mistakes infront of my eyes and thought, "something should be done." knowing you, you'd save them as drafts. you had 2 long chapters with everything. I bet you deleted it, reading your own life is the highest point of abuse you can do to a self.

I can tell these chapters are helping you. you became more attached to living rather than the breathing corpse you were. so dead yet so alive. you opened your eyes, your eyes are less red. your face is less pale. your smile is more genuine. something changed. and for once, I like the change.