COMPLETED: Throwing Hearts Away [Miraxus]

XII. Dear Laxus

Greetings.

So, my mom told me that my sickness was too severe for me to go to school, so here I am, at home. That means more updates!

Unfortunately, tomorrow, I will have to go. I can't afford to miss more days of class, even though it's the sports festival.

And, I wrote that note (up there) on Wednesday. It's Sunday, around three in the morning...

Waddup! ! !

Just received my report card and it's a blessing that my teachers gave me good grades! :') This won't probably last forever.

Fuck.

Let us begin.

Thank you for the 2.3K reads, minna!

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"Mira-san, the egg's burnt."

I immediately put the burnt egg in the trash can and started cooking another egg again. It was my third egg to burn, and it was horribly burnt. I kept forgetting about the world as I cooked, and it was hard to cook without a mind.

Burnt eggs were Laxus's favorite. Especially with the crispy burnt edges. But, I don't care about him now, He used to revolve around me, but now, I hate him.

Or do I? Yes, I do hate him.

"Gomen ne, Kinana," I said. "I'm pretty distracted today about certain things."

"Like the wall?" she asked.

"Yes," I lied.

It was hard to accept the truth. It pierced me. All those hugs, those foods, those butterflies, those soups, those... loving kisses he gave me... they were nothing at all. They didn't mean anything to him, because they weren't real. And, it hurt me. He was a pretty convincing liar, and I've just been played easily, like I was a pawn in his chess game.

I finally perfected the egg and I put it on the plate. Bickslow had changed the menu, and he kinda prolonged it because he said the truth. Now, he made the menu for everyone for two long months. Luckily, he gave me ordinary food, while he gave everyone hell food, like Master having to deal with beef instead of pork and Lisanna with the brussel sprouts.

Oh, Bickslow. You hurt the both of us.

So, in return, I had him eat only rice for the rest of the two months. Now, he wasn't coming to the guild, but I managed to get Freed to pull him here.

Speaking of Freed, when I talked to him about Bickslow, he wasn't looking at me directly, like he had done something wrong. He had, because he was part of the deal, but I forgave them. He still wouldn't look at me, and I was pretty disturbed. Is it because he had betrayed Laxus's trust, or is it because of me?

The egg was for Freed, because Bickslow gave him something he didn't like. He disliked the egg, maybe because the yolk reminded him of Laxus's hair and the other white part (I don't remember the name, even though I'm a cook. Shame on Mirajane Strauss, minna.) must have reminded him of my hair. We were combined in that egg, so he refused to eat it.He refused to split us apart once more.

"Mira-san," Kinana called out to me once I returned.

"Yes?"

"Why don't you go to Laxus's apartment, so you can settle things with him?" she insisted. "I had a breakup once, and my boyfriend went to my apartment to settle things right. So, you should, too."

I sighed. "No, thank you. I don't want to see him... not right now, after all he's done."

"Well, can't you just write him a letter?" she put her finger on her chin. "If you don't want to see him, well, just send him a letter. Reconcile with him, and maybe give him advice on love life?"