COMPLETED: Throwing Hearts Away [Miraxus]

IX. Realization of Deep Hatred and Obvious Love

Helloooooooo~~~!

Let us begiiiiin~~~.

The picture above or at the side will only be understood by Filipinos. Sorry. But, if you want a translation...

The first one means, "If in the heavens, there are falling stars..."

Then, the second one means, "On Earth, there are feeling stars." (It means feeling perfect people.)

Yeah.

XDDD.

'Kay, let's do this.

-/-/-

"Mira-nee!"

I watched from afar as Mirajane's two siblings run to her. Elfman carried her, and he immediately felt the aftershocks of my lightning. He felt angry, and when Lisanna realized this too, she was easily provoked.

"Laxus did this, right, Elf-nii-chan?"

"Yeah," he said through gritted teeth, "I swear, I will hurt him four times back for nee-chan. I will even kill him, if that's what nee-chan wants."

"I will also get revenge on Laxus... I'll tell Master to expel him again!"

No. No, that isn't possible anymore. Gildarts permanently saved me. And, besides, there will no longer be anyone to get me back into the guild. Not even Freed, who has tried everything just to get me back.

"No," Mira mumbled, much to our shock. She slowly got up and dusted her dress before assuringly smiling at them. "There is... no need for vengeance. As long as we... stay out of his way, we'll get through. Don't worry... don't worry, we will keep this... a secret, because I don't want Laxus to... get hurt."

"What?! But, Nee-chan! He hurt you!" Elfman yelled, as shocked as I am.

"Yeah, Mira-nee! He needs a punch from Master or Natsu and Gajeel!"

"No need..."

"Why not?!" they shouted in unison. Then, I saw her sinister grin. The kind of grin that I never saw on her face since Lisanna 'died'. And, I was getting slightly scared.

"Because I'll be the one to break him. I'll find out his secret."

And, bam! I knew it coming. But, how would she do that, when, really, I'm the heartbreaker here? Elfman saw this as a bad thing, even though he wanted revenge. I knew that he didn't want the old Mirajane to come back. No one did...

And, did I just light a fuse to the bomb of her satanic self? Forever?

What have I done?

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I could barely keep myself awake. I was literally shaking. Did I just do that? Did I willingly smash her heart, thinking that everything would be fine once it's done? Thoughts were running through my mind, and these thoughts were even scarier than what I imagined.

I just pre-killed myself. Hooray.

"Maybe," I put a DVD in my TV and smiled, "a movie would decrease my fear."

But, it didn't work at all. And, on this thing, the guild would side with Mira, not me. Except for the Raijinshuu, maybe. Or, would they, because I've gone over my limits?

The horrid depression lasted for days. A whole week, to be exact. At least, I bathed. I wanted to go back to the guild, but, like I said, no one would side with me. I wanted to apologize to Mirajane, but to apologize to someone who is already planning to break you isn't a really good idea. And, for some strange reason, there's a force of some sort stopping me from going to her.