The insecurities and fear that one has that is usually caused by childhood tramua or past mistakes that often tends to go unhealed and constantly pushed to the back of our minds; This fear can be the root of ones downfall in life, whether its the do...
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A few weeks have passed since everything has transpired with Duke and honestly things were going better than I thought. We have had a few meet ups here and there and as time passed I was learning a lot about him and naturally with him having to be a little vulnerable with exposing his life to me, it brought us closer.
However, in my personal life things with Terry were really starting to heat up. Since our date which went amazing, we have been up under each other almost everyday. We alternate days on when we're at each other places, but he's made it a mission to go out on dates every Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday.
Some dates were small but still well thought out since he wanted to make it special. On our first date he took me to Romano's Macaroni Grill and then we later went to a Movie. Then for our second date we went to the Botantical Garden and walked the trail using that timd to really get to know each other better outside of sex.
On our third date he took us to Painting with a Twist. This one so far was probably my favorite since I was able to showcase my artistic side, the drawing he chose was of a sunset over water. It was simple but still very complex since you had to mix and blend certain colors.
We spent most of our time talking and laughing amongst each other, he wasn't much of an artist but I think that's what made it even better because he was willing to try something new knowing that I liked it.
So, today was my turn to treat him and take him out. It took a lot of convincing since he wasn't used to a woman doing anything for him. But, I had to remind him that we spoil and take care of our men this way.
Plus, since we've been getting to know each other I discovered his secret love for cooking. He opened up to me how he used to love cooking with his father who passed away when he was a kid to Cancer and eventually lost the love for it.
So, I booked us a date at a cooking class to try and help spark that love he once had for it again and then later we were going to a vineyard for a wine tasting and to make our own wine.
I was a little anxious to show him what all I had planned, but I had a good feeling he would like this and with it being something new and different for me I was really excited myself.
Terry and I planned to meet at his place by three o'clock today since our cooking class started at four. It was noon now so I knew I had to get on it, I wanted to make sure I looked my best whenever we stepped out and you know it takes time to look this fine.
Plus, I had just got my hair done and I was ready to step out on the scene and be seen. Terry and I were cute together and I felt like we complimented each other very well with our heights and dark melanin skin.
Standing in my bathroom with my box braids tossed in a bun, I just finished my skincare routine and was getting ready to do my make up. I recently discovered a black owned make up brand by the name of, "Beauty Bakerie," her whole aesthetic was based around baked goods and sweets and I loved her products and how well her foundation matched my skin tone.
