The insecurities and fear that one has that is usually caused by childhood tramua or past mistakes that often tends to go unhealed and constantly pushed to the back of our minds; This fear can be the root of ones downfall in life, whether its the do...
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A few days had passed since the break up of Justin and Danielle and I personally felt as if I was the one taking it the hardest. It broke my heart to see two amazing people split up and go their separate ways.
And with the way Danielle has just been moving on with life, just makes me feel even more sad for Justin. I was very upset towards Danielle and her actions towards the whole situation, but I know this is her life and she'd have to be the one to live with this mistake for the rest of her life.
Luckily, though with her staying with me I haven't had to face her much since she's been crashing at this new guy's place. A part of me had the urge to just tell her to pack her things and live with this man instead, but as her friend I knew I couldn't do her like that.
Plus, despite how I may have felt she did seem a lot happier with this guy. I just hoped it last, but deep down I just couldn't fully support this relationship due to how the relationship started.
However, I had other things to focus on such as getting ready for work. It was around maybe seven something in the morning and I had already showered, ate breakfast, did my make-up and hair, I just needed to find something to wear.
Getting dressed for work is always the hardest part of my day, I take the longest time to actually become satisfied with something and I hate it. As I scanned through my closet trying to find something that was cute, yet simple and not too dressy; I had half the mind to just throw on a pair of sweats and a hoodie but I knew my boss said she had a big opportunity she wanted to present to me today so I had to look my best.
Settling for a pair of my favorite black dress flare pants that hugged my booty just right, I matched it with a white and black plaid long sleeve button up shirt with ruffled sleeves and a pair of black heels.
Laying the clothes on my bed I walked over to my dresser and grabbed my black girdle to keep all this belly in one place. Sliding that on I looked in the mirror turning back and forth admiring my shape before grabbing my clothes and quickly getting dressed so I wouldn't be late.
In the midst of me strapping my heels my phone rung and when I saw it was Justin calling my heart stopped. Justin and I formed a good friendship through Danielle and we talked here and there, so this call was very unexpected.
Sliding the bar over to answer, I placed the call on speaker then went back to strapping my right heel. "Hello?" I called out.
I could hear a lot of shuffling on his end and a few coughs from his mouth before things fell silent and he cleared his throat a little. "...Shit hey Lex, excuse me my throat was dry."
"You're good, but what's up? Everything okay?" I asked even though I already knew the answer to that question.
"I'm just taking it one day at a time, but I didn't call to vent or anything I just need a favor from you only if you're willing to do it." He started off causing me to frown.
