I'm scared...i really am...what if they find out that they didn't really love me...what if they want to love, like they really want to love me but...they just can't find it in them to love me...what if all the I love you's are empty sayings. What if the 'I love you's' are only said to make me happy? I'm so fucking scared that they will find out that they don't love me...that they never did love me and I just somehow convinced them that they love me....i shouldn't be thinking this right now. I need to be helping them understand there own thoughts and feelings. If it turns out that they don't love me, then so be it. I will be okay because I just want them to be happy. That's all I want for them and if I can't do that for them then so be it, I will support them 100% of the way.
If you're reading this. I know what your thinking. None of this is your fault. Even then...i forgive you
YOU ARE READING
Vent book...
Horrorso these are my nightmares and a way for me to Vent...im not adding names for personal reasons and for the privacy of the people in my nightmares. This is a way for me to cope and get my feelings out!! read at your own risk
