𝐔𝐤𝐢𝐲𝐨 タ永唄

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 12

Winter was arriving. Everyone thinks that winter is so wonderful because you have a boyfriend or girlfriend.. now look at you cold and alone. Its finally winter break and I can't wait to just get out of this class and walk away forever... escape what i did and who i am.

That night i killed my father i sat outside crying on the porch with his blood all over my hands. I can be thankful no one saw me and asked where i got it from or what i did. I feel guilty, i want to give myself in but I can't he deserved it he deserved to suffer for all the things he put us through.

"Don't let them know what goes on in the kitchen" a sentence i have burned into my head since i was young. Since things happened. "Blood still stains when the sheets are washed" we got rid of the body in white sheets. " kids are still depressed when you dress them up" i was always the 'perfect' one of the family little did they know i was depressed since 12.

"Ill cut you up and make you dinner" words he always said if we cried while getting beaten. "Forever we are young" words we promised each other when we promised to stay together. "You turn oranges to orange juice" was the words i said to Jimin after he started starving himself