I tried to get loose but I can't, his strong muscular arms hold my wrist in place. "JACK" I shout..
*"AT LEAST THE UGLY SLUT IS GONE" someone screams "get used to that" I whisper to Gilinsky. "Shut up or your face will be ugly when I'm done with it" he tells the person.
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He's sitting on the stage and my legs are wrapped around his back so I'm facing him, our lips connect. Oh, that powerful connection*
Using my other hand to push him off of me but it doesn't work, I kick but miss. "You're weak." he says again pointing to my scars. The newest one is from 3 weeks ago...
Memories of matt. Johnson hits Gilinsky in the gut. "leave her alone... you coward." Jack grabs me and walks towards my room in the attic.
"Yo we have bare sweet girls coming over for the party!" Cam and Nash scream to us. "Let them go. who gives a shit" says Gilinsky under his breath.
I awkwardly rub my arm, I'm shaking. "Baby don't worry" I open the door to my room. "I'll help you unpack" Johnson tells me and I nod in agreement. I take out my clothes first. I can see the sorrow on Johnson's eyes. I take out my crop tops and shorts and I notice a hoodie with the cracked picture frame at the bottom of my one out of two suit cases I have, I hold the hoodie in my hands... It's matts. I try to hold my tear back as it slips out just a second before I could reach it, I wipe it and sniffle. Johnson is making my bed so we can stay on it and watch Netflix. He slowly notices me and walks up to me "come here" I walk towards him and hug him. "Jack it's hard. It's hard" I hug him tighter. He takes my wrist into place and lifts up my hoodie. I flinch. "Why is this one beeding? How new is it?" he asks almost whispering. "A few weeks ago.." "It may be hard Madeline, but hurting yourself does nothing." he tells me. "I take the pain I should've received... not matthew." Tears are rolling down my cheek now, fast. He tilts my head up from the floor, I look up at him. he places his lips on the tears dripping slowly almost to my chin; leaving his lips wet when he pulls them off slowly. He takes off my hoodie and places matts onto my cold skinned body.
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30 mins later
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The music is blasting and it's annoying. Jack and I are watching a movie on my bed, we have been silent for the whole time which is 1 hour and 3 mins, until now. "I'm so happy I got to reunite with you." He pulls me in tightly with his arm around my shoulder. "I'm at the apartment a few minutes away." I smile and continue to watch the movie as he talks up again. "How about we go get something to smoke or drink?" Those words disgust me but they also leave me smiling. We get up, I'm in matts hoodie, booty shorts and a messy bun and he just has shorts on. we walk downstairs and slip into the living room (I guess you can call it that) at the table with the drinks awaits Gilinsky.
I slip by him and grab two beers. "You better not beat Johnson tonight" he slides the words into my ear. "Fuck you cunt" I say back. I turn around as he's left there looking jealous almost.
