I walk backwards a little bit. "Come on baby girl" he mutters in a low deep voice and walks closer. I breathe in and smell alcohol and weed mixed.
I walk toward the door...
I slowly put my hand to the knob as it turns slowly..... I walk backwards.... in walks matt. "MATT!!" I scream and jump into his arms as he spins me around and plants a kiss on my lips. I start sobbing uncontrollably. "Madeline" Johnson says. I freeze and notice I'm in Johnsons arms. I'm hallucinating again.
Gilinsky walks up to me and grabs my hand tightly. "Let go of me Jack" I say in a strict low voice. "Johnson" Gilinsky shouts. "Get, out... now" "Let go of her G." Johnson says walking closer. Gilinsky strengthens his grip around my wrist and I wimp. "Jack you're hurting me!" I moan. "LET GO OF HER" Johnson says once again. I don't know how he moved so quickly but he did, Gilinsky pinned me to the wall, one hand cuffed around my neck allowing my body to hover slightly over the floor. Gasping for air I dangled my tiny legs. Johnson hit Gilinsky, and he punched him back, hard. I mean really hard. I tried to run but it was too late. He pinned me up again and this time pulling out a knife to my throat. "LET ME GO JACK PLEASE, PLEASE" I can't breathe "pl-easuh" he presses it to my neck. "Please jack. Please" I look him in the eyes. This isn't the same jack I knew, the Jack I was a fan of, the Jack I was a FRIEND of....
he's insane.
"Call the cops! NOW!" Cam screams to Nash from the door.
I didn't see ANYTHING after that. I just remember me attempting to catch my breath after Cam did something to Gilinsky. I remember holding Johnson in my arms, coughing, still catching my breath. "Wake up johnson, wake up!!!" I shout as we are both on a gurney. "Please johnson. Please! I CAN'T LOSE YOU TOO" I am sobbing but it's not too long until I black out.
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*beep* *beep* *beep* *beep*
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I look to the right, Johnson. I look to the right, the door with Cam outside. I look straight, Matt. I get up from the hospital bed and start walking, I don't know how fast but I'm walking fast. "Matt?" I say, "Babe" I hear his voice. "Oh my god. No" I repeat. "I love youU" he says before fading away. Just before I fall on my knees and sob into my hands. nurses rushed in "MEDICATION, MEDICATION!!!!" One screams. I'm rushed onto the bed again by many nurses as I fight back, screaming, shouting, kicking, scratching "NOO NOOOO!!!!" I see Cam in the back crying. No. I can't live with seeing Cam cry. I can't live with hallucinations. C can't live with Gilinsky. I CANT LIVE!
