I wish i was brilliant
I wish i had brilliant words wrapped around my brain
Swallowing all of my doubts all of my shame
I wish i was great
Great enough to surpass my goals
Make everyone proud of me
Pull everyone on the top with me
Share all the success with me
I wish i had purpose
I've been feeling lost lately
Been feeling down
Been feeling needy
Been feeling hopeless
Been feeling worst than i use to be
I wish i wasn't me
Careless and manipulative
Heartless and selfish
I wish i wasn't me
A liar
A failure
A disappointment
I wish i wasnt me.
