| 7. Friends, Lone |
I never liked people much, so the fact that I actually had some friends surprised me.
But the only one that I actually bothered to keep being friends with was Lachlan, and now, Vikk. (To a certain extent, Vi as well, which was extremely surprising.)
Most of my other so-called friends weren't really friends. We just hung out at classes or cafes so we weren't alone; the human mind can only handle so much loneliness before collapsing.
In a way, we were all being selfish bastards, trying not to break ourselves by using others. But we were humans; our minds needed comfort and security and if we didn't. . .well, nothing good could ever happen.
Maybe that was why I always found myself sad when I was alone, or thinking too much over the simple things. When I was alone, I become quiet and thoughtful unlike my persona with people.
I hated myself and how quick my personality could shift. I hated most other people with a burning passion for being just humans. I hated everything about me and most of the world; except for Lachlan.
But I would never dare say that out loud. Never.
Either way, why would he care? Soon enough, I'll just be a fragment of life and he'll easily move on.
"Loneliness can do many things to you. . ." I whispered.
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Short little update. My classes have gotten a bit easier and I can rest a little now. Thanks so much for sticking with me guys. <3 i love you lovelies so much.
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Like Glass, Like Steel | vikkstar123 / craftbattleduty
Fanfiction" People are like stained glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is light from within. " | Elisabeth Kübler-Ross | - Idea credit goes to Creasiel -
