I don't know what I am doing.
Everything is running so fast
And I am nowhere near the end.
I hate time.
Time always fucks up.
"Yes, I can do it. Just one more day."
A second goes by,
My chest becomes heavier
And I break down again
I was never like this
I never wanted to be like this
But now I am turned into this
I don't even know what I am now
I am now something bad
Something dirty
And this is not good
This is not me
Please, somebody,
Tell me what's happening to me...
Please...
Why am I like this now?
Why now?
I was so happy,
So satisfied.
I had everything I ever wanted
Only two years were left
I was that close
And then
Everything changed
Again.
And I am left alone
Again.
I don't remember how
I don't remember when
Something is confusing
Something is missing
A loophole...is there maybe...
The contract.
It must have a loophole
I must find the loophole
I must save myself
I must save him.
I must.
-Stutee
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Wishing Upon A Star!
PoetryWishing Upon a star is a collection of poems. Each of which tells a story. They may or may not be interrelated.The story that ends in the first poem may or may not continue in the second. All the lines make their way from an ordinary and common tee...
