They Call Him Trouble (a Jason Mccann love story)

Chapter 29- Hospitals

As the gunshot sounded there was a moment of silence, 
Had I been hit? no. I didn't been hit.
A look of pain washed across Jasons face as he looked into my eyes, I knew in that split second, that he had been shot.

He reached his hand up to stroke my face but barley made it as he collapsed to his knees, I stood there in complete shock, I didn't know how to feel, it felt like someone had kicked me in the stomach and knocked the wind from my stomach, my hands slowly came up to cover my mouth, my hands shook in fear as my eyes darted from Jasons body on the floor to Jess who stood there, just as shocked at me. 

"oh my.." she said as I quickly came to my senses and dropped to my knees next to him, 
"J-Jason..?" I managed to say as I placed my hands on his shoulder gently, giving him a little shake.
"Jason.." I said once again shaking him once more, 
"Jason.. Please.. Wake up.." I said gently, placing a small kiss on his cheek. I started to shake him a little harder
"Jason.. Jason!" I began almost yelling as i shook him roughly.
"JASON!" Tears began streaming down my cheeks as my stomach churned and twisted.

"I-I'll call an ambulance.." Jess stuttered as she fiddled in her pockets for her phone, I grabbed his face and slapped him lightly,
"Jason please listen to me, wake. up" My heart was pounding, my head was aching, I could barley breath from the tears streaming down my face. 
"The ambulance is on its way.." jess came and dropped down next to me, wrapping her arms around me to calm me down.

 "JASON!" I screamed against my will, it was just coming up, I couldn't help but scream his name hoping he would wake up, what if he was dead?! the man I love dead and gone! 
not long after, an ambulance came and took him away, I could've and should've gotten into Jess' care and gone straight to the hospital but I couldn't move, I was in complete shock.

I sat there on the sidewalk with jess' arms around me for about 45 minutes until Jess shot up,
"Destiny" she said snapping her fingers in front of my face "Get up!" she demanded and I did as I was told, in slow motion. 
"what are you doing sitting on the sidewalk crying! your boyfriend is in hospital and you're sitting here crying! get in my car, we're going to the hospital to find out what's going on with him!" She gave me a little shove in the direction of the car. I nodded slowly and walked over to the car slowly.

Once we reached the hospital we went running into the lobby, I ran up to the counter, breathing heavily
"who was the last patient that came in here?!" I yelled at the lady behind the computer
"um, a young lady-" I shook my head
"the one before that!"
"a little bo-"
"the one before that!"
"A young man, a shot victim" I slammed my hand down onto the table
"THAT'S THE ONE I'M LOOKING FOR!" The lady looked at me with a confused look on her face.

"What way did they take him?!" I asked quickly
"I'm sorry I can't-"
"IM HIS GIRLFRIEND" I yelled once again, causing a scene. 
"Ma'am nobody is to see this young man just yet.. if you just take a seat in the waiting area we'll call you when he's able to have visitors.." she said politely
"but first could I ask for his name? he had no ID on him"
"His.. his name is Ja-Trouble.." I quickly corrected myself
"JaTrouble?" I shook my head
"Just Trouble.. I got him uh confused with someone else.." Jess gave me an uneasy look before we walked over and sat on the uncomfortable plastic chairs.

"read a magazine, take your mind off it.." Jess said handing me a magazine slowly, I shook my head
"I can't read when my boyfriend could be dead" I exclaimed, opening the magazine and quickly flicking through the pages, 
"Read about Brad Pitts new girlfriend.." she said pointing to a page
"Brad Pitt has a new girlfriend?!" I said quickly burying my head in the magazine,
"no.. but look, it took your mind off of it!" she said, proud of herself. I looked up at her, frowning. I just wanted to know that Jason was safe.. breathing with a pulse. 

After hours and hours and hours of sitting on the most uncomfortable chairs in the world, I began to doze off, I was taken to a land of dreams, I was standing on a balcony, fireworks blasting behind me and Jason in front of me, A smile along his lips as-well as along mine. 
"I love you so much.." he said quietly before leaning foward and pecking my lips, I smiled in return,
"Destiny.. Destiny.." he began saying, I stood there in confusion
"Destiny Willows for.. Trouble?" at that moment I realised I was dreaming.. I was pulled back to reality when I heard a mans voice calling my name over and over, 
"Destiny.." I heard Jess' familiar voice whisper into my ear,
"hmm..?" I groaned, sitting up slowly
"They said you can go and see Trouble now.." I shot up quickly.

A doctor walked over to me slowly, 
"He's alive, he's just not conscious at the moment and we don't know how long it will be before he regains his consciousness.." he explained
"but is he okay?!" I asked, 
"at this point in time he's stable" I nodded before being led to the room her was located in.  As I stepped foot into the room the smell of disinfected hit my nose, He lay there, lifeless, the only thing keeping me from bursting out into tears was the steady beeping from his heart. The doctor still stood there at the door watching me carefully, I looked up at him 
"I-Is he going to be fine?" I asked shakily
"so far so good.. but only god knows what the future holds.." he said in almost a mumble.

"so you have no idea whether he's going ot be okay or not? could he die?!"  I began to panic
"Ma'am I can assure you that we are taking extra good care of him here.."
"I just need to an answer, will.he.be.fine?!" I began to get aggressive
"We are unsure.. he was shot in the back of the neck, it hit a nerve that should've paralysed him, luckily he just fell unconscious and is in a light coma-"
"COMA?!" I interupted
"only a light one, like he's sleeping basically.. he's very lucky to be alive.. and I can assure you that we will do our best to keep him running, we can never promise life ma'am.." and with that, he turned his back and walked over of the room, I thought he was going to die, that was all that was running through my head. 

I walked over to him slowly and hesitantly before sitting on a cushioned chair beside the bed I gently took his hand into mine, I didn't know what to do, I didn't know what to say, I didn't know how to feel. I placed my forehead down onto his bed and let a silent tear fall,
'Stay Strong..' I kept on saying to myself but nothing was working. He just laid there perfectly still, his chest rising and falling as he steadily breathed in and out. I bit my bottom lip and looked up at him slightly.

"I love you.." I whispered, my lips meeting the top of his hand, I missed him and he wasn't even gone. although we had just gotten together only that night, I still felt as though we had been together longer from the times he had crawled through my window and ran through the pouring rain just to push his lips up against mine. 
"all those people that say you don't care haven't seen the side of you I have.." I whispered to him quietly

"you are the most caring person in this world.." I could feel tears building up in my eyes  even more than beforehand.
I had a sudden feeling that I was being watched. You know that feeling where you know someones eyes are locked onto you but you can't see anyone? well I was getting that feeling and it was giving me the goose bumps.

I heard the door creek open slowly, I turned my head to see Reckless standing there with his arms folded. 
"I see he got my little present..?" He chuckled

I knew he was the one who shot my boyfriend, I knew it!

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I know you guys hate it when I say that I have written bad chapters but this is by far the worst chapter I have ever written :/ sorrrrrryyyyy

forgive me? :c