Until You Come Back (Mikey Way)

It Can Be The Last Time

*1 week later*

Kristin's POV:
I was working here for 2 months and i never imagined that it will change me forever, today we needed to work in the clinic packing backpacks with medical equipment for all the soldiers, it was really sad seeing people with sons and daughters leave to a place they may not return. I was working with Jamia and in the afternoon we were free to go, obviously we were going to see Mikey and Frank, it was literaly our last night with them until they came back...hopefully.

Mikey's POV:
Tonight we were leaving, it was depressing packing our thing to our death sentence, we weren't allowed to pack to much things, so i just grabbed symbolic things that mom and dad gave me before i went away, then we needed to head over the medical area and pick the backpacks they had made for us:
-So this is it for us?- Frank said behind me.
-Maybe though but we need to keep our heads up and fight back if we want to live- Gerard answered.
-What if we don't?- Frank asked.
-What do you mean? You don't want to come back?- I said as we were arriving to the doors of the medical area.
-Nobody wants me or needs me at all Mikey- he angry said.
-I need you...- a crying voice said.
It was Jamia waiting for him with the backpack with his name on it.
-Jamia...i'm so sorry- he said hugging her back while she cried on his shoulder.
-Come back, please- she whispered.
-I'll try I promise- Frank answered kissing her forehead.
-And if you want a better motivation here it is- she said giving Frank an envelope.
He opens it and it was an ultrasound of twins making Frank instantly cry:
-We will be waiting for you- she said holding Frank's hands.
-I love you, never forget that- he said hugging her again.
We walked away leaving them alone as i find who i was searching for:
-Mikey!!- Kristin said hugging me tight.
-Kristin is so nice to see you- I said coresponding her hug.
-For the last time...- she said with her eyes full of tears.
-I don't want to leave you like this ok? I will write you as much as i can, you will keep knowing about me- I said holding her face on my hands kissing her.
-You look so handsome with the uniform- she laughed between tears.
I laughed and hugged her, i didn't want to let go, she was the only one that made me feel this especial.
-Here are a few things you will need- she said giving me the backpack.
I didn't want to let go off her, i just wanted to stay forever and forget the moment that was coming.
-Thank you- I said.
We got called one by one to head over to the trucks that will transport us to the battle field:
-Don't forget about me ok? I don't know when i'm gonna come back but keep me on your mind because i will be thinking about you always- I said hugging her and kissing her soft lips.
-How can i forget you? I love you and please come back- she said holding my face in her hands
-I love you too- I respond her smiling bitterly.
We start walking as Gerard, Frank, Ray and I heard our names on the big speakers that surrounded the whole place, i really want to come back, i was fighting for this.

Kristin POV:
We saw them walking slowly to the huge gates, they turned around and gave us a last gaze, full of sadness and hope:
-I'm scared, i wish i could stop them all- Jamia said beside me.
-Me too, is really not fair, i know this is voluntary but damn is not easy to get outside and fight in a war- I said as we both sat on the sidewalk.
-You really got in love with Mikey right?- she laughed.
-A little too much, he is really...different of other boys, he is talented and see things in a completely different perspective of the stupid boys interested just in girls, i wish he could see how amazing he is- i respond letting my hands rest on my knees.

-Yeah, Frank is the same thing, that is why they are all friends i guess, they are too much of a weirdos that don't fit in and that makes them especial un a good way- Jamia said smiling.
-Yes, that is exactly how i was thinking about them, by the way, congratulations about your two little babies- I said giving her a little hug.
-Thanks Kris but is going to be complicated now that Frank is gone- she answered with sadness inminently filling her eyes.
-Hey, i know that Frank is not here but we will support you, i know the girls are going to be happy to help you- I said.
Suddendly i turned around to see if it was anyone on the clinic but it was just Lindsey, she sat on her desk and start crying covering her face:
-Linds?- Jamia said as we walked to her.
-Yes, what's wrong?- she said quickly wiping her eyes pretending that she wasn't crying.
-You don't have to be the "strong one" now, we are all pretty sad and messed up- i said sitting beside her.
-That's right, Gerard is really important to me and maybe i don't tell that to him sometimes but i hope he gets back soon- she said.
I noticed that she had a little paper on her hand.
-What is that?- Jamia asked placing her attention on the little paper just as me.
-I don't know, he gave it to me before he left- she said looking at her hand.
She was too bussy crying that his curiosity went away but i think Jamia and i awoke the intrigue on her.
She opened the paper and just started crying again covering her mouth as she held the paper close to her chest, she let it go to cover all her face with both of her hands, the paper fell on the desk letting us read:

Remember that the only hope for me is you
Love you
-GW

I just smiled in sorrow, Jamia couldn't hold her tears so practicaly we were three ladies sitting on the office crying for the soldiers that left to the war, but they took the piece of us that belongs to them.
That part of me will always belong to Mikey Way.

It was late already and we needed to head to our dorms, maybe our men were gone but they were still a lot of soldiers in practice, so the next morning we needed to go to work:
-I'm not going to get a good sleep- I said laying on my bed.
-Staying awake all night is not going to send them back, so we need to rest for tomorrow- Lindsey said.
-That's true- Jamia reaffirmed.
-Good night girls- I said hearing their respond.

If i could be with you tonight Mikey...

Hello to everyone, i hope you are staying safe, this chapter needed more time but i will be uploading a little faster, vote and comment if you like it and thanks for reading.

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