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"Jimin..." Yoongi spoke with a pout as he and his best friend were both curled up on his sofa, watching tv together. Jungkook and Seokjin were sitting together on an air mattress.

"Yeah, Hyung?" Jimin didn't take his eyes off of the tv. He was really enjoying the cop show they were watching. They hadn't taken the time to watch this together much lately, so he was glad that they were watching it now.

Laying down to place his head on Jimin's lap, Yoongi curled himself into a ball."I need some advice." His gaze shifted over to Jungkook.

Glancing down at Yoongi, Jimin sighed as he saw where his hyung was looking."I don't think I can help with that. I know you've been trying to get him to mate with you, but if you're having the issues I assume you're having, I can't really help." He placed a hand atop Yoongi's head and started playing with his hair."You've been trying to get it to work for how long now?"

"Three weeks." Yoongi frowned as he thought of the past three weeks."He'll make out with me, touch me, cuddle with me, but he won't have sex with me. I know he wants to, and it's my fault that it isn't working. That's what frustrates me."

"You still shake, don't you?" This wasn't the first time Jimin and Yoongi were talking about this. He knew Yoongi told him about this more than he told Taehyung. After all, Yoongi had still never told Taehyung about his previous cheating boyfriend, and Jimin knew that.

Yoongi nodded a little and felt so helpless."I want to be Jungkook's mate. Why can't I just move on and get over that asshole? I mean, it's been so long." He switched his gaze back to the tv, but he couldn't focus on the show."I'm not scared of Jungkook at all. I'm not scared of mating with him. I want to have sex with him. I want to be fully his. I just don't think the shaking will stop until we go through with it, but he always stops when I start shaking."

Jimin figured he understood that."Because it's not the sex that scares you, right? It's the commitment and the fact that you've been cheated on before. You're afraid of falling in love and being betrayed again."

With a heavy sigh, Yoongi snuggled against Jimin's thigh."Jiminie, I think I'm already in love, but I can't tell him because he won't understand." Seeing that this conversation wasn't really going anywhere, Yoongi changed the subject."What about you and Seokjin? Any progress?" He knew Jimin wanted to be Seokjin's mate and wasn't really getting far with that endeavor.

Jimin slightly shrugged his shoulders."He holds my hand. He lets me snuggle on him sometimes. When I was here a couple days ago, he even smiled at me. I think he likes it when I'm around, and I really like him, but I can't help but feel like he wants to push me away."

"That doesn't make sense." Yoongi sat up and leaned against Jimin."If he likes having you around, why would he want to push you away?"

"I don't know." This was just something Jimin had noticed."Whenever we spend too much time together, he starts looking nervous. I try to figure out what's wrong, but he shuts me out. Like, he won't let me know if I'm doing something wrong. I really hope I'm not unknowingly doing something that makes him sad."

"Maybe we can ask Hoseok or Namjoon to talk to him. What do you think?" Yoongi sometimes wished Namjoon would be around more often to help with translating, but he'd been staying with Taehyung a lot lately, though Taehyung had expressed troubles with that.

Thinking that might be a good idea, Jimin glanced over at Seokjin."I think it would be best to ask Hoseok-hyung. Seokjin seems to hide things from Namjoon. I don't know for sure, but it just seems that way to me. I mean, Namjoon was the leader of their ship, right? Maybe Seokjin isn't used to opening up to him because of that."

"He's super close to Jungkook though." Anyone could see that, and it was something that Yoongi liked."They're good friends. Seeing them hang out together makes me happy."

Looking at Yoongi, Jimin playfully poked his cheek."Aw look at you being all soft~" he teased.

Pushing Jimin's hand away, Yoongi rolled his eyes."Shut up." He got up from the sofa and yawned sleepily."Anyway, I'm going to take a hot bath to relax. It's been a long time since I've done that. You wanna stay here tonight?"

Jimin wondered if that would be okay. He hadn't stayed overnight since the incubi started living here. However, since Jungkook now slept in Yoongi's room, and Namjoon was staying with Taehyung tonight, Seokjin would be sleeping in the living room alone. The incubus showed no signs of disliking the solitude, but Jimin wondered if he would like some company occasionally."Sure. I'd love to stay."

Getting that answer, Yoongi made his way across the living room. To let Jungkook know that he was leaving the room and didn't need to be followed, Yoongi lightly pat his head. He felt like his heart was going to burst when Jungkook peered up at him with a happy grin. It always seemed to please Jungkook greatly whenever the four of them would just watch tv together and hang out.

Making his way to the bathroom, Yoongi closed the door and put the plug in the tub. He started running the bath water and hopped up to seat himself on the counter beside the sink. He would just wait here as the water gradually filled the tub. Yoongi loved to take hot baths occasionally to relax and just have some time to himself, but he didn't take baths often anymore. Maybe he just didn't like to hog the bathroom while having other people living with him. Perhaps it would be okay for him to hog the bathroom for a bit this evening. Once the water was ready, Yoongi got off the counter and turned the water off. Then, he undressed and got into the tub, immediately feeling very relaxed in the hot water.

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