Chapter 53

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A/N this book will be ending soon.
    I took Adrienne to an abandoned trampoline park. We stayed there for a few hours and went to Nandos. She struggled so much with her eating, it broke my heart.
    "So, Mum. The wedding is going to be on August 20. We already rented the place out." I say excitedly.
    "Shit! The 20th. I'll be on tour. I'm sorry baby girl." She can't come. Its starting all over again. I should've seen this coming.
    "Can't you cancel a show? I'm sure your Brats will understand. I'm only asking one day." I plead. I hear her sigh through the phone.
    "I'm sorry, Trojan. I really am." She says.
    "You know what! Fuck you! I don't need you!" Her breathing hitches.
   "Fine! I didn't even want you! My management told me that I had to! Who would want a little brat like you!" I gasp. Tears start to fall. I hang up. I sob uncontrollably. Adrienne enters the room and rushes to my side.

        "Trojan! What's wrong?" She is scared, I can tell.

        "Mum, d-didn't want me." She gasps.

        "I'm sure that she didn't mean it." She attempts to comfort me.

        "S-she called me a-a hopeless b-brat." I sob.  Adrienne rubs circles into my back.

She lives in the shadow of a lonely girl
Voice so quiet you don't hear a word,
Always talking but she can't be heard,


You can see there if you catch her eye,
I know she's brave but it's trapped inside,
Scared to talk but she don't know why,

Wish I knew back then
What I know now.
Wish I could somehow
Go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice.

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see,

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be,


Little me

Yeah, you got a lot of time to act your age,
You can't write a book from a single page,
Hands on the clock only turn one way,

(Yeah)


Run too fast and you'll risk it all,
Can't be afraid to take a fall,
Felt so big but she looks so small,

Wish I knew back then
What I know now.
Wish I could somehow
Go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice.

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see.
(Know that right here, right now)

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be, oh,
Little me

Little me, yeah


Tell you one thing I would say to her


I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see.

(You got to) you gotta speak up, (You got to) you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be,
Little me

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see.

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be,

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out,
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder,
Tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
Everything she doesn't see.

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out,
And know that right here, right now,
You can be beautiful, wonderful,
Anything you wanna be,

Little me" She sings. I calm down.

"T-thanks. You have a b-beautiful voice." I say.

"You're welcome, how about we get you to bed, okay?"

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