Chapter 46

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"Trojan! The baby's hungry!" Chris shouts. Why can't he do it? I'm breastfeeding her. My Annilie Serenity O'Connor.

"Coming babe!" I shout. I pick up my baby and begin to feed her. Her little pink onsie says "My Mum is better than yours" fits her just a little loosely.

I check the time. Crap, it's her nap time. I put her in her crib.

" I can't sleep tonight

Wide awake yet so confused

Everything's in line

But I am bruised

I need a voice to echo

I need a light to take me home

I kinda need a hero

Is it you?

I've never seen the forest for the trees

I could really use your melody

Baby I'm a little blind

I think it's time

For you to find me.

Can you be my Nightingale

Sing to me I know your there

You could be my sanity

Bring me peace sing me to sleep

Say you'll be my nightingale..." I sing to my daughter. Her eyes have closed and she has drifted into a peaceful slumber.

"Babe, I have two months until I go back to work. Do I need to lose any more weight?" I ask Chris, pinching some of my stomach fat from the pregnancy. As an actress, I have to maintain my body image.I trace the one stretch mark I got from the pregnancy.

"Babe, you look as beautiful and ,dare I say, sexy as you always have."

"Thanks baby." I give him a peck on the noise before heading off to pick up Brandon from daycare for Mum.

She and Craig are always so busy. Brandon is at my house so much I just turned an extra room into his own. Complete with a racecar bed frame, a train set, aisle, and all the necessities.

I feel bad for him. Out of his four years of life, he probably only spent half with Mum and Craig. They didn't even call to check up on me after having Annilie, let alone be there.

I'm pretty sure they won't make it to my wedding either. I miss the days when Mum was always around. She never has the time for us anymore.

A/N Ooooh. Cher hasn't been doing so well in the parenting part of her life. Trojan is practically raising Brandon herself. And worst of all, Cher nor Craig have really acknowledged Annilie's arrival. Shits about to go down. How will Trojan feel if her "parents" aren't even there for her?

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