After that match ,I went to change and then I went into catering and grabbed some green grapes . I walk out and sit down where the tv is , and see Becky going against bayley . Something isn't right tho . My body feels closed off . I'm getting my anxiety. For what ? I don't know . It's been a while since I've had anxiety , so this had me questioning myself a lot right now in my head . As I'm still watching the match , I feel a dip in the couch . It's Seth . I just keep my eyes on the tv ,trying not to break down . See ! This is what my anxiety does ! And I have no reason for it . But the only person who knows about it is Roman . I needa go find him . I get up from my seat and as I start walking away, I feel my hand get pulled . I looked back and saw it was seth . "Where are you going?" He ask . "What's wrong " . He ask me again. And I don't know about y'all , but when I'm sad or in my head about stuff and people ask me what's wrong , I just break down . My eyes start to water and he can tell . "Um I'll be right back " I say and move my hand so I can find Roman . I find Roman after about 3 minutes . "Are you okay kJ !?" He ask me as he sees me . "It's back" I say and start balling my eyes out . He hugs me and we sit down . "The anxiety..?" He ask me as I nod my head yes . "Okay um , just tell me what's in your head. What are you thinking about ?" I take a deep breath and then speak . " me and Seth . It's just he's been SOO busy and I just feel I'm not wanted or needed anymore. Yea ,people may see us having our little cute moments. But that's really the only couple of minutes we have together. I really want this Roman . And I'm so happy finally. I just don't want nothing to get in the way of us ." I say and take a deep breath , feeling better . "Is that how you really feel ?" I hear a voice behind me . Already knowing that it's seth . "Kaylee..? Why didn't you tell me " he ask me as i tell Roman he can go and he leaves. I'm still faced the other side of seth so right now, he can't see my face. I look down and start playing with my finger nails. " um . I just didn't want to get in the way " I can feel him walking closer . "You know I would've made time for you " he says . Now I can feel his hands around my waist as he's slowly kissing my neck and cheek. I slightly moan . "I know ...but I didn't want to be a distraction " I say . "Trust and believe, you are no distraction baby" he says turning me around . I give him a smile. "You just have to communicate with me . Okay ?. No more sadness or walking off . We're in this together ." He tells me looking me dead in my eye. This is why I love this man . I smile and wipe my tear . "Okay . I'm sorry luv" I say . "Come here " he says and gives me a big hug. "I love you . So so much . Never forget that " he says and kisses me . "I love you even more " I say looking between both of his eyes smiling.
After our little moment , we decided to my house and he was going to stay the night . We got in the bath together, just jammin out to songs and washing each other's backs and what not . Drinking wine and taking pictures. As I'm laying down against him ,still in the tub .I decide to post a pic on Instagram .
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As I get done posting that . We both get out and seth moisturizes my body for me and then I put in my underwear and bra wth a lil perfume and then I put in some cotton , light blue shorts and one of seths shirts. We go to my room and lay down after turning off all of the lights . Today was a long day and we both needed a rest . As I cuddle up to him I say goodnight. "I love you baby .goodnight" I say to him and close my eyes . He kisses my head . "Goodnight love . I love you more " . And with that, we both go to sleep peacefully.
