The beginning of Colby and Kaylee.!

16 .😈

One month later ...

  Today me and Seth are in Colorado for RAW tonight and staying at a hotel, which was very nice .
After the miscarriage, I went to the doctors to be sure and it was true. But I was perfectly healthy tho so it didn't make sense to me. For a couple days I was sad. I never ate and I always stayed in my room. I felt like I betrayed Seth , and for wrestling? I lost every. Single. Match.
  It was horrible . And worst part is , I lost my title . That was the roughest month ever and I was so depressed it didn't make sense. I just felt so empty.

   But I'm back and better. Ready to show people the man is back.
I still do feel like I betrayed Seth Uu know ? Because it wasn't just my baby , it was his too. But I also think about how we can always make another one .
   But right now me and Seth are in our room while he's on the game and I'm just on the bed on my laptop, shopping online . It's around 2 going onto 3 so we don't have to get ready yet .
As my stomach growls, I get up and put my shoes on . "I'm going to get some food " I say and he just nods his head without looking at me . I scoff and open the door and leave , closing it behind me. I exit the hotel and go into my Tesla and plug my phone into the six while waiting to get directions to the nearest chic-fil- a.

As I got directions , I put in an oldies playlist and the song "end of the road " comes on and I literally had a whole concert by myself . Recording and posting it on my insta story .
After I'm done ordering my Chick-fil-A, I walk back into the hotel and run into Natalya and carmella . He have a lil conversation and all get to catch up but then I leave after about 15 minutes and go the room .

Once I get to the room, I swipe the card on the door , and I walk in to see Seth getting ready for tonight. I put the food on the counter and then go by the door to take off my shoes. "Hey baby" Seth says as he sits down on the bed putting on his socks because he just got out the shower. I nod my head and go to the table and start eating my chicken nuggets with barbecue sauce while scrolling through my phone .

After about 7 minutes, I'm done with my food and throw it away leaving Seths food on the counter . I walk past him going to the bathroom to take a shower . "Your food is getting cold." I say dryly as I walk past him into the bathroom. I turn on the shower waiting for the water to get hot and then start to undress myself . As I'm left in my bra and underwear, I hear the door open and it's Seth . "Is something wron-" I say confused as he cuts me off. "Shhh" he says as he slowly touches my thigh with one hand and starts to kiss my neck . "I don't know where you're getting an attitude from, but I don't like it" he says whispering in my ear giving me chills all down my back . He turns me around and wraps his arms around my waist grabbing my ass . I gasp. "Now we don't have enough time to do what I want to do to you right now . But loose the attitude baby.dont start sum you can't finish @ he whispers agin giving me a kiss and the walks out chuckling .

  I'm left shocked but then start laughing. I can never stay mad at him . I finish undressing and get in the shower washing my body . After my shower , I dressed in my gear and put on black tight sweat pants. And then open the door of the bathroom and start brushing my teeth and putting deodorant on .
   I walk out and see Seth putting his coat on . I leave my hair down and put my shoes on , then spraying seths favorite perfume on me . "You look good" he says from behind me and kisses my cheek. "Thank you bubs" I smile . "You ready ?" I ask him as I put on a jacket and grab my bag  and give him his .
"Yea come on " he says opening the door for me and we both leave heading to the car .

As we get to the stadium, me and Seth get out the car with our bags and walk in . "Imma go get changed, I love you" he says as he gives me a kiss and then walks off to his locker room. I walked into the locker room and nobody was in there so I put my bag in my locker and grab my water bottle and left out . Lately I've been thinking about leaving wwe... it was just a little thought I had , but I didn't tell Seth.

I'm not really close with anybody anymore. Me and Becky just started to become distant.and me and carmella just stoped talking. When I tell you I was depressed and sad, I really was . Sometimes I still feel like I am but I won't tell anybody . I'm tired of people feeling sorry for me .
I walk by the tv and see my dad talking to fin Baylor . I'm actually happy to see him .
"Dad !" I say walking up to him . "I'll leave you two alone " fin says and waves to me and I smile and wave back . "Heyy sweetie" he says giving me a hug . "How have you been?" He ask me . "Eh. I don't really know at this point ." I say playing it it's my fingers.
"Is seth treating you right!? Do I have to handle him!" He ask me getting tense . I chuckle "no dad . Me and Seth are good !" . "I just . I-I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what there is to do anymore " I say with my eyes watering . If you couldn't tell by now , I'm a very emotional person. He hugs me and tells me I'm gonna be fine until somebody calls his name and he tells me he has to go .
Wow. I decide to go to catering and see that they have my favorite, cesaer salad. I get mine, and then sit down at a empty table. I put my phone down and start eating, blocking out all the noise around me . This is about an everyday thing for me ever since ...ever since I lost the baby .
I finish my food and throw it away . I walk out and I don't even know what to do . I don't have anyone to talk to . I don't have friends anymore. I can't even talk to my father . I walk towards the wall across from me and sit down on the bench . Which is right next to the boys locker room . After about a couple minutes of just relaxing , with the quietness. I get up and go to the locker room and change into my gear, without the jacket and walk out. Once I walk out I hear a bunch of ' ooo's' coming from the tv. I walk over there and squish through the people as I see Brock lesner doing a promo . "I mean come on now, he's a punk. Now go back running home and don't come back !!cause you sure as hell ain't a beast !" Brock says getting red and throwing the microphone down . I'm so confused.