Summer 2005
Two Months before my birthday
May 26, 2005
Adam/Serenity's POV
Hi I'm Adam Stieneke, I'm only 11 years old, turning 12 in two months. Excited am I, I'm starting middle school, this year, but I felt something wrong with me. This same feeling I've had, been with me for at least for the past 3 to 5 years, it was confusing at first. I just felt that I wasn't comfortable in my own skin, it was a realization I had for the past 2 to 6 months. I wasn't sure what to do because of this newfound uneasiness, it was just kept eating me from the inside, for those same two to six months.
I have to find a way, but one day, I have to find my sister, I was heading to my sister's bedroom, because if I had to find an answer or an explanation for these same feelings.
I have wrote many poems, lyrics, short stories, and novels at a young age, because I have took some writing, music, and creative writing courses during the summer, very cute, to all different topics I hear every day.
People think I'm too young to perform or create all these literary works, music lyrics, and poems at a young age, but got some praises for that also.
So I went to her room, but she was changing in there, I was curious, I'd knocked on her door, I didn't hear her say come in or go away. I had to talk to her, but when I entered her room, I was shocked, when she was putting on her training bra and panties on. She was freaking out, because I was standing in front of my big sister, but she was trying to cover herself up.
I stated, that I was fine with this, she kept ranting on of me coming into her room, seen her bare naked.
Then it clicked.
But I finally found what it truly wrong with me, I told my sister, I'm not even comfortable in my own skin. Only I heard is my sister about to freak out again and understand at the same time, then she told me, to tell her that I want to have a sex- change surgery for real.
Hermaphrodite having both male and female genitalia.
Intersex is girl having an extra Y chromosome, or girl with a penis.
But she says what if you are either a hermaphrodite or intersex, if that you can possibly be a girl, instead of a boy, but I have to decide if this is right for me. She says you have to change your wardrobe, if possibly being intersex, ding girl clothes, bras, shirts, skirts, boxers (male), dresses, crop tops, etc...
Then my sister came up to me and gave me a big hug, this was always be a common thing between my sister and I. She said that she will be supportive of me, and in her eyes, I will always her little brother, even if I will be partially a girl.
She told me all I need to know once I become a girl; when I mean everything, I mean every single last detail.
She told me I have to have our parents' approval because this is totally a decision that isn't exactly a thing that you even discuss with your parents.
I said they will understand, they will be always supportive of me, because of this I have to consider this and I had thought about this for a while.
So I have to know if I can do a sex-change or find out if I'm intersex, but before I figure out that I have my parents' approval. I will talk about it during supper tonight and I have always needed their approval, always.
I spent the rest of the afternoon with my sister to explain every single detail, requirement, and opinions, when I'm a female (technically) until before supper tonight.
Then at dinner tonight, I seated next to my sister, because she already approved of my decision to become a girl through gender reassignment, or find out if I am intersex. I felt this is a perfect time to tell of my new found decision to become a girl. I have all these different scenarios in my subconscious, but I felt this is the right decision to approach my parents for their approval.
Then I finally asked,
I have a confession to make,
What is it son?
I want to be a girl, through gender reassignment or if I am intersex either way. I want to be a female; instead,
Ummm... if you want to be a girl, if it makes you happy,
Yes, I said
Then yes we accept this decision.
Thank you, mom and dad, but I already told that my sister knew first, because I needed some advice for when I'm a girl.
We understand but you have taken gymnastics, swim team, softball, tennis, soccer, golf, 4-H, basketball, dancing, Taekwondo, ballet, and cheerleading at a young age, very flexible at a young age, taekwondo, 2nd degree black belt.
May 25, 2019
Unknown POV
The first thing was hearing that the atmosphere was shouting out some lyrics but the overall atmosphere was a true auditory dream, that had some points into it, but it wasn't anything just have ever heard before, but had to remember it because it was the most beautiful piece of music that was presented. Whatever it was, it had to be translated from orally hearing from a vision to form an interpretation of what was heard.
But first things first to any one who have read about the Deals with the Devil in music it wasn't Faustian bargain of any kind.
[No it wasn't some type of Giuseppe Tartini's "Violin Sonata in G Minor" or also called "Devil's Trill Sonata"]
You thought you had it all, with one call
I've lost so much of my own Respect
A pawn, but you're nothing, but a doll
All I was, just blinded by serpents
I say Impossible
Yeah Impossible, No Lies
I say Impossible
Yeah Impossible, All Lies
Thought you could burn me like pages
My Halo ain't here, So why stay faithful?
My halo, Mist not going nowhere
Angel is coming, I'll be out there
Free as a Misty Angel
Free as a Misty Angel
That's all I kept hearing, but why I'd kept hearing it repeating constantly.
But I can also see her also I cannot answer that either.
I felt like we are going to see each other soon maybe at the end.
Prologue Part I is up!!!
Finally I can say welcome
I hope you enjoy
Prologue Part II is coming soon
