One week later
June 3rd, 2005
I already had my wardrobe and room rearranged, because today is the day that I find out if I'm intersex or to do sex-change either. Then I enter the Cherokee Regional Medical Center, for the moment of truth it is time.
Well before I do my usual check up, and physical, I had to be done once when I'm a girl.
Then I asked if I can do a gender rearrangement, I had to wait for opinions from the speciality doctors, then the doctors at the speciality clinic and ER, they finally said they can't, because they found out that as expected that I'm intersex, instead. I said thank you.
I had my name changed at the Courthouse, from my old name, to my new full name was ready to go.
I am now: Serenity Ayeisha Sasha Stieneke, then I was ready to go now as Serenity instead of Adam, then I came back to the C.R.M.C for doing my physical for school and check up for school also.
One hour later
Then I already returned home, I finally told them my new full name, Serenity Ayeisha Sasha Stieneke instead of the other name I came up with: Serenity Ayeisha Moana Mahealani Yoncé Stieneke.
I finally saw my own room that it was redone, posters with different athletes, actors/actresses, artists/bands, male/female singers, also on one wall; personal favorites, such as: Beyoncé, Michael Jackson, Michael Jordan, Destiny's Child, Tom Brady, Lebron James, Alicia Keys, N*SYNC, Backstreet Boys, TLC, Aaliyah, Selena, Eminem, Jennifer Lopez, Linkin Park, Pink Floyd, En Vouge, Queen, and Whitney Houston.
But I had finally changed into my outfit for tomorrow, but it fits and test out my first training bra for tomorrow.
I said I will tomorrow, finally introduce to the world, her, the new me: Serenity Ayeisha Sasha Stieneke, for the first time.
Unknown POV
Again and again I can't hear anything except:
For I'll see you again, I'm at peace
Really you thought, you could feast again
By then and now, Now I can crave again
'Cause you'll never see (rain again)
'Til then, call me tainted once, Nevermore
I'll be painted again, forevermore
Face the music, turn back, I'll turn the page
We'll see, who'll be in the cage (reign)
Thought you could burn me like pages
My halo ain't here, So why stay faithful?
My halo, Mist not going nowhere
Angel is coming, I'll be out there
Free as a Misty Angel
Free As A Misty Angel
Free As A Misty Angel
Free As A Misty Angel
Over and over again,
Why I keep hearing it?
Who does it keep referring to?
What did I do to deserve this?
When will it stop?
More importantly,
