[Completed] Completely Innocent about Love(Taesoo)

How would you feel❄

Jisoo's POV:.

The blade of the knife slowly cut my skin and I saw that blood pours out...I can feel the pain,but not as painful as my heart...

I keep cutting until my visions went dark...

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"Mom,I got enough of her blood for the curse,"

"Good now all that we need to do is mix it with Woklama's blood and then chant the spell on page 365"

"Sarang ijda huanjeonhi?"

My head is so dizzy and felt like something's entering my nerves,
I can't define it, I can't....

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I opened my eyes and I saw my self somewhere unexplainable,
The surroundings are filled with clouds with different colors, purple, pink,black red....

Red...
Red???
That's new
Red
The red clouds produce a blinding light and it strucked my eyes leading me to my sanity

I'm inside a room,this room,
This place is not familiar
and there's  a mirror.
I slowly get up...smokes lifting me.I looked at the mirror and found my eyes,it's not pink,not black,not purple,it's red...red iris with a black touch in the center...

What happened to me?

I keep staring at my eyes until they went back to pink.

I frowned and tried to do my teleportation and as I opened my eyes I'm in my room now, it's a joke.

"Unnie!" Rosé looks so happy that I'm back.
"You're five days lost we're so worried," Lisa said.
"We I mean they keep thinking about you," Jennie said.
"Well...you never crossed my mind,get out of my room now"
I coldly said.
"Unnie sorry please forgive us" Rosé said.
"Get out!" I said and when I get so done I let pink with mixture of red smokes wrapped them to get them away from me...I also slammed the door shut...

I started to cry...
Liars they're all liars
I don't know what to do sobs keeps on escaping my lips...

I buried my face on the pillow
This is too much
I can feel my heart tearing as my tears fall...
This is too much,
Why am I always hurt this badly?!
I want to stop this pains,all of these! This is too much!

(PB:sorry you need to suffer more we can't stop it yet Soo-yah I swear kishie loves you:))

I keep on crying,maybe if I cry I'll get dehydrated and die out of so much hydrogen exertsion.

I think I will need Sana for that but we haven't talked since I killed...Nayeon.
I killed her and I thought I will thoroughly move on...because V made me realized it's not my fault but still...this pain...
And V...Kim Taehyung...he is...

"Soo-yah?" A husky manly voice asked and I knew who it is...
I didn't budge...I didn't speak I wrapped myself with blanket around me.

"Rosé called me,she says you need me,what's wrong hmm?"He removed the blanket from covering from me but I pulled it tighter....

"I love y-"

"You don't love me!" I yelled.
"Soo-yah, how come you forget? I love you!"

"If you love me you won't hurt me," I said in a trembling voice.