[Completed] Completely Innocent about Love(Taesoo)

Selfish❄

I opened my eyes just to get dissapointed he's not beside me anymore. I'm left alone and naked.

He said he would like me to stay but then he left me here alone.
Wow if you love someone you can be a fool. When he said don't leave I can't leave. When he said he don't mean it, he's sorry, he doesn't know what he's doing I can just believe...and I believe he doesn't mean it to hurt me reapetedly and I know I will hurt more but still even if I said I will go away and end this sh*ts I can't because I damn love him.

If only he left me alone in that forest in Ganghwado will everything be fine?
If I didn't met him when I lost my memories then maybe when we fight I can accept it all.

When he said he love me...
I must be happy because we love each other, but could I still believe him? He loves me...I sobbed, can someone just substitute me? So that I'm not this chosen one anymore?

Suga's POV:

"Yoongi? Have you loved and get hurt repeatedly?" Jisoo asked me as she leaned on my shoulder drinking another bear in can.

"Stop that! YG doesn't allow you to drink---"

"We're not in YG anymore"
She reminded and it must be painful for her. Wow they did everything for that entertainment just for them to get ditched. And wow I'm not cussing anymore.

"Stop it...just answer my question," she said.
"Yes...I experienced loving and hurting," I shortly said and stroked her hair...not knowing how I stand in friend zone and stand seeing her with the person she really love and it's not me.

"Really? Who's the name of the girl?" She asked.
Kim Jisoo is her name and I really love her
"It's not important anymore..."
"Yoongi...tell me," She pouted how could I even resist that.
"Later..."I just answered.
"Is she your greatest love?"
I just nodded.
"F*ck that love right? But did you stayed even if you know you will still get hurt?" She asked...staring at me curiously and our eyes met...and I tried to hide my emotions.
"Yes...right now I'm still hurting, I know I will hurt more but how can I even stop loving her?
It's my fault even if I don't mean hurting her before... maybe this is karma but still I stayed because I know she needs me.
Someone to lean on even if we're just friends. I'm contented seeing her even if she doesn't love me back...even if she loves someone else...I'm happy when I saw her happy even if it hurts..." I said finally looking away controlling the tears that wants to fall from my eyes. She is just silent for minutes until she sighed.

"That's unique of you...what if she gave you another chance?" She asked and it made me look at her she's drinking her tenth bear in can.

"Then I won't waste the chance, I will be a better man...I will be there for her more than what I'm doing right now...I will make her happy..and I will never hurt her...that's how I love her," I said and her face looks bitter.

"I hope it will be easy for Taehyung to be like you...
If only we fell in love to each other Yoongi...maybe I'm not hurt too much," she chuckled humorously...that words made my heart flip.

If only you remember me...
But if she remembers me,sure she will leave me. Sure it will hurt her. She will hurt more.

"Yeah," I just said and her brows creased.
There is silenced again I'm just staring at her while she drinks her bear in can.
Two bear in can and she spoke.

"Who is the girl Yoongi? You said you will tell me," She said.
"No it's not important,"I shook my head.
" Ugh please, "
"No...forget it,"
She rolled her eyes.
"You're a big killjoy! You're pissing me off! I will go home! You're---"