once in the club/bar i felt a hell of a lot less confident,i felt my self start to register wht had just happened ..adam cheating..and with jessie..my best friend scince 8th grade, my other half my other half..how many times had i held her hand while she puked ..how many times had i told her everything would work out , all thoes late nights turning into dawn as we sat on our roof and watched the sun rise while talking about hearbreaks and so many good laughs...how could she do this to me...i jumped outa my daydream when i felt a hand on shoulder i spun around expecting to see zach,but instead i came face to face with jess..
"OMG !!AHHH YOU REMBERED, ILY ILY ILYSM!!! " she almost sheirked, then it hit me..she was playing a gig tonight with her band ...the whole time she was going on she dint notice the tears start to pool in my eyes and how i was just starting at her "oh..oh shit...oh sar bear..are u ok bby?" she asked in a concerend voice... i was almost ready to forgive her that it was all a bad dream then she turned her head a bit and i saw a giant purple hicky on her neck ..i took a step back and spun around to walk away before i lost it, she grabbed my arm, i spun and my fist collided with her nose and i herd it crack" have fun with adam" i snarrled " and walked right into Zach..the seond i saw him i felt my eyes pool up again, and i walked up to him and just stood there "if you wanna go you can i guess, im sorry for that, if you dont wanna be around me for a while i get it.." i mummbled, i felt his arms go around me and i bawled , i just broke, the last thing i rember is him walking me back him car, then some time later tucking me in his bed while he slept on the couch.
all i could think about was how i saw this coming a mile away and yet it felt like i had been hit by a train.
