'omgimsosorry'
the first words out of my mouth when he answered , i knew that i shouldent be the one apoligizing but i needed him to hold me and tell me this was all gonna be alright , not just us, but whatever was happening with zach, god. zach.. that though made me start crying even harder , i dint even hear what adam was saying , all that was going through my mind was , " why dint he tell me , why did he leave, what could i possibly have done wrong, i let out a scream and then started sobbing, i told adam id be there in half an hour. i hung up the phone and cried even harder it was all hitting me now.
zach was back. Adam cheated . Jess was a backstabbing whore.
i walked out of the bather room and pulled on my blue skinny jeans and the shirt he gave me , he came up to me and asked me if i was ok, i turened and slapped him ." do i fucking look ok?" here let me answeer that for you . "no zach im not ok. do you know why? beacuse that summer. i loved you . i loved you will all of me , i gave you everything i could be, i loved you and you broke my heart . ya i still have feeling but i.. i .. i cant.. adam loves me , even thou he cheated we will makle it all ok . beacuse that swhat normal people do zach THEY WORK THIINGS OUT NOT FUCKING RUN AWAY " i yelled . i just stood there tears pouring down my face .
" you never told me you loved me......." zach said really quiletly
"thats ALL you picked up out of everything i said ?!" i got ready to keep yelling but he took to big steps to me , he looked me in the eye and my heart beat quickened he took my face in his hands, i gasped, the shock he sent through me made me want him he kissed me and i fell into him, it was so perfect, the way we fit and the way he made me feel , i forgot that he had this amazing ability to make my body smolder with frantic desire , i pulled away from him " i .. i have to go im so sorry " i ran out of his place and stood out on the street just gasping and ready to cry all over again. and on top of all this i had midterms tomorow. funny the little things that come to mind when your panicing
