I woke up the next morning hungover and had 28 missed calls from adam, instead of calling him back I just snuggled closer to Zach. Smelling his old spicy smell and thinking about everything . ya I loved Zach, always had ,always will but Adam was my rock..and we could fix this ..right?.. Or we could try..yes Adam hurt me but Zach broke me in so many ways... With Zach it was always an up and down with Adam at least it was strange and boring ...but happy boring ..he was my anchor in a hard place and yet? Here I am . in Zach's bed..in Zach's arms..thinking about Adam.
What am I going to do.
