first parenting day

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alex p.o.v

i woke up to derek shaking me i looked around seeing i was still in the hospital "hmm" i said rubbing my eyes "lets take some family pictures" "what time is it" i asked "its...." he said looking at his phone "8:43" he said putting his phone back in his pocket i looked at him like he was stupid i sat back and put the pillow over my head he pulled the pillow smacking me with it "c'mon before they head start to get big like yours and they get bad" he said trying to make a joke "ha.ha.ha very funny" he grabbed my phone going to the camera and snap a picture of them

"aww look at them" he said showing me the picture alexa was smiling and darius looked knocked out

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"aww look at them" he said showing me the picture alexa was smiling and darius looked knocked out. i fixed there hands to lock together he quickly took another picture before her smile wet away but failed

 i fixed there hands to lock together he quickly took another picture before her smile wet away but failed

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i looked at them and smiled they were so adorable and looked just like me

"derek i have to tell you something and you have to promise not to get mad" i said looking at him as he stopped taking pictures and looked back at me "if there kids aren't mine rania....." i looked at him and laughed "that's you........but no it's not that and don't call me by my middle name " "you and your  slick comments gone get you in trouble" he said sitting beside me "well i think this might get me in trouble" i told him truthfully he looked at me "ok so um" "babe spit it out" "um" i looked around i said trying to find out a way to say it "babe spit it ou-....." "i had an abortion derek" he chuckled not thinking she was not serious "my kids are right there what are you talking about" he  laughed once more "derek its not funny"  "i'm laughing because im confused" he chuckled "i had an abortion when i was 15 derek" "we can work through you and your dad's prob-...." "it wasn't him that got me pregnant" i looked down ashamed "but you told me-..." "i know what i told you" i said looking at the baby carrier he got up going toward the door "derek please don't go i need you" i said in a low voice "and i needed you to tell me the truth" he said grabbing the handle but didn't open it "derek ple-please" i sobbed he sighed letting go of the nob walking over to me "just tell me why" he said with an angry tone "he made me" i cried some more "who made you" "him" i said covering my eyes "who... rania" "rashod" i said lowly "your just a lier no one can make you do anything" he told me

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