The time skip
________________________________Alex p.o.v. it's been 5 months and I've met someone he doesn't make me as happy as derek did but I can tell he's trying
My babies are getting so bigI looked at a picture of them and started smiling jay came in the room "your smiling hard wassup mama" "nothing just thinking bout my babies" I smiled again showing him the picture he smiled at me "they are so cute" he said walking over to me kissing my lips I kissed back but the door bell ringed and I bout knocked him off his feet "its them" I cheesed doing a little dance "go open the door then" he laughed "you right" I ran out the room but stopped in my tracks "derek doesn't know I moved on...." I walked down the rest of the stairs and as derek rung the door bell again me and him didn't get the divorce papers yet he said he was going to get them when he had time and told me not to worry about it
I swung the door open derek looked up with eyes of nothing but lust he walked in and sat the car seats by the couch "alex can we talk" I stopped in my tracks and turned around "can we talk" I pushed him towards the door "no no no you have to go you have to go right now" I kept pushing him "alex chill I'm already at the door" he laughed but he had no idea what he was laughing at "derek you don't understand" I didn't want him to get hurt or anything like that "so that's a no we can't talk" he did a charming smile he used to do when I first met him "no-...." "Baby who at the door" jay said coming down the stairs "baby?" Derek said quiet enough for me to hear I looked at him with sad eye "are you done yet" jay asked looking at derek "cause I would love to take my girl in the house so we can play with the kids" he said holding me by my waste
I looked down ashamed derek was mad but didn't say anything he looked at me and we locked eyes "yep I'm done" he said looking me in my eyes he gave me the he's not done eyes and walked off I walked off and went to my babies ava was up so I picked her up "you knew who was at the door you didn't have to come down" I said playing with baby girl "what do you mean" he sat beside me "I think I could have handled it on my own" "to me you couldn't he didn't even know we dated that's a start of you not handling things" he said "look I'm a big girl I know how to handle things just because I didn't tell him we were dating doesn't mean shit" I said now getting pissed off "woah back that up you should have told him the first time he came ova here and second you can stop with that fucking attitude because that shit aggy if you really wanna have a fucking attitude with somebody it should be with yourself" he walked off I sighed liking in babygirl's eyes she smiled and I sat her down she started crawling all over the place
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Derek p.o.v.I started punching the wall I wasn't trying to brake her heart just for her to find another nigga I needed to better myself I thought punching the wall again i slid down the wall crying I love her I realized that now I need her for the past months I wasn't able to live right without waking up to her little thick self in my bed...... fuck, I messed up bad...
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Alex p.o.v.A few days later I went over to derek place to drop off the kids I had a tour and was spending a much time with them as I could get....derek opened the door "can we talk" I said as he invited me in taking one of the car seats out my hand "wssup" "umm I'm going on tour tomorrow and I just wanted to let you know I'm not going to be able to get them this weekend" I said looking down "oh ok umm that's amazing" he said "no it's not I'm going to miss there faces" "not them the tour you've always wanted it so there you go" "yea I wish I could take them with me though it's not going to be the same" "where you going" I'm going to new york, Gorgia, and paris it's not that big of a tour but it will be a week" "mabye I'll bring them to see you" without thinking I jumped on him hugging him "thank you so much I am really going to miss them" "you welcome" I sat up and realized I was sitting in his lap "oh umm" I hoped up "ok I have to go but hopefully you can bring them and mabye stay until the rest of the tour is over so I can see them more" "when is your first show" "it's going to be wensday so we arive Monday liking around 4 and Get settled then after the show we leave off to the next destination it's going like that" I said as we walked to the door "well instead of driving my car mabye I can just ride the tour bus with you and the fam and plus you will get to spend more time with the babies"
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Derek p.o.v.
I said trying to win her over "ok ok" she smiled "I have to go pack but see you tomorrow" I hugged her but it wasn't right "alex" I called she turned around "friends" I asked "friends" she smiled and I hugged her again but this time right she buried her face in my chest and I held around her waste it stayed like that for a lil quick minute I didn't want to let go and I know she didn't either but it was only right and bluh bluh bluh yes whatever that's gone always be my girl no matter how many niggas she get
______________________________________alex pov(sorry for switching so much)I can't believe I just did that and that second hug was omg I can't believe I jumped on him like that I walked into the house to my room packing the rest of my clothes zipping up my suitcases and putting them in the closet
The tour bus is going to be here at 7 so I think I'm going to Derek's house at 6 to make sure he got his cloths packed and stuff but I got everything packed up and I was just so excited that my babies get to come support the group I took a shower and got in and went down stairs to cook And ate and went back upstairsJay walked in "baby" jay said sounding drunk "babyyy" he whispered "what" I yelled flipping over "ooo you mad" he laughed getting in bed I flipped over "baby come here" he said pulling me on him I was on his chest "jay you need some water both ways" I said getting off him "what you mean" he said sitting up "you need water and a bath" I said looking at him he smacked his teeth getting off the bed going in the shower
45 minutes went by and he still wasn't out the shower I walked into the bathroom and he was still washing his ass I closed the door
I had to tell him that I invited derek on tour with us
he came out the bathroom putting on his clothes getting in bed "I need to tell you something" "that's not fair I'm not good right now" he laughed "I'm fr" "ok wssup" his world slurred "I invited derek on tour with everybody" I said he didn't say anything "say something" "you did what" "look it was only so I can spend more time with my kids" he looked down "and he may be staying the whole tour" "who said" "don't do this" "he can't go" "why not" "because alex" he sat on the bed I sat beside
him "jay why can't he come with his why don't you like him around me" I askedIdk why I asked that second question like I didn't know the answer to it
"Because I know he has a chance on getting you back alex" he looked at me but I was silent he was right derek did have a chance in getting me back that's how much I loved him but it was a very small chance "he's only going because I want to see my kids if we didn't have kids I wouldn't want him to come" "so you want him to come" he asked looking at me like he want to kill me "look please just forget about it" I said getting up under the cover he got in next to me of course I wanted derek to come I was there for all the tour I had even if he had work he would surprise me and come just to see me perform
I looked down "come here babe" he said holding out his arms I scooted closer to him cuddling up on him "look if you want him to go just to see your kids fine but promise me everythings gonna be fine and nothing will happen" he said looking in my eyes I looked down away from him but he lifted my chin and made me look into his eyes "promise me" "ok I promise" "good now I can kiss you" he smiled kissing my lips I smiled and kissed his back I closed my eyes and opened them and I saw derek I climbed on top of him and kissed his neck and his lips going down a little kissing his chest but I stopped "why did you stop" I got off him "idk" I laid down and got under the cover just thinking about derek why did I miss him so much this is not supposed to happen I'm with somebody else why can't I get over him I wasn't feeling this way until today ughh I hate these feelings he hurt me but it's like I don't care about that.....
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ChickLitA girl who finds love and faces danger and issues from the past that effects her in the future and has main prioritys in her life but puts them aside for the people she loves A boy that doesn't have much but finds love and gains issues being with...