***okay look i know its just a gm.
i woke up to Derek not in the bed
i stretched and yawned pulling the covers off me i look around for my phone but it wasn't nowhere to be seen i took a shower and brushed my teeth and put my hair in a messy bun
"DEREK" i yelled out walking through the house he was in the kitchen at the island on my phone and by his face i don't think he like what was on it "why do you have my phone" i asked going to the refrigerator getting out stuff to cook breakfast
he didn't respond. i thought he didn't hear me and i went up and tapped him he didn't do anything just stared at my phone i looked over his shoulder to see a video on Instagram of me and Noah kissing from yesterday when we all went to the club a look of embarrassment washed over my face "um i-i can explain that" "explain what? that you kissed your ex after you guys said ya'll relationship would never ever happen again or that its all over Instagram" he said turning to me "because it looks like your just as hurt as i am" he said looking at me passing me my phone but then the phone dinged and he took it back
it was a Instagram notification he clicked on it and his face just went blank i was way to scared to say anything
he looked at me then back at my a phone and did a dry chuckle i reached for my phone and he through it across the kitchen "Derek stop why did you do that" i yelled "your so fucking ughh just get the fuck out" he yelled in my face i pushed him back "i was drunk Derek we all were" i said "but you don't see no video of me kissing another girl or a girl twerking on me do you" (now to remind you he still cheating on her but she kinda don't know and she kinda do know) "no but-......" "ain't no buts Alexandra we supposed to be in this together but we on two different pages we don't see eye to eye anymore" "Derek i jus-..." "you told me you could hold your liquor" "i know and i'm sorry i don't know what got into me last night i just don't wanna lose you over this" "you know exactly what got into you last night.......him, just don't lie you feeling him ain't you" before i can say something the door swung open and in come a yelling star "why the fuck do i see Noah all over you on the gram alex!!" "star calm down its not like that at all" i said "then what is it like" derek said "yea alex what is it like" star said "did you see the one when they kissed" derek said looking at me "i closed my eyes and lowly groaned "ohh she kissed him to wow" "star i was drunk i didnt mean for it to happen it was a honest mistake" "was it really" they asked at the same time i nodded
star did a fake laugh and walked out the door leaving me and derek "can we go to couples therapy today before you give up on us" i said lowly he looked at the shattered phone on the floor and nodded i sighed and he went up stairs i picked up the broken glass on the floor and put the food back in the refrigerator and went upstairs
derek was in the shower and left his phone out so i grabbed it and called the therapist
ring.ring.ring.
she picked up the phone and her voice ringed in my ear
"hello" she said brightly "hi its Alexandra" "oh hi alex what you need" "i was wondering if i could get an appointment for today" "ooh i dont know im pretty tight today" "please i really need to fix this because if i dont my life will be over" "ok let me grab my note pad and you tell me the problem" i heard shuffling then it stopped "ok tell me from the start" i sighed "ok so i know you know i had two babies its been 2 weeks and im not really use to being a mommy dont get me wrong i love my kids with everything in me but its just exhausting but thats not the problem so star convinced me and derek to let loose and just go to the club yesterday i got super drunk and i guess i ended up kissing and twerking on noah and its all over the Instagram i just need your help" i said trying to get it out "ok so lucky for you someone just cancelled there appointment so your in for 2:30 and i want you to write down how you feel about naoh on a peace of paper and write down how you feel about derek on another peace of paper and on another peace of paper i want you to write about how you think you can fix your relationship and how you feel about yourself ok" "i already know im ganna cry" i laughed slightly "just try to be strong your tranna fix your relationship and if thats not strong i dont know what is" i heard the shower stop "i have to go hes getting out the shower" "ight bye bye" i hung the phone i said his phone on the bed and laid on my stomach putting my face on the pillow
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dalex love
ChickLitA girl who finds love and faces danger and issues from the past that effects her in the future and has main prioritys in her life but puts them aside for the people she loves A boy that doesn't have much but finds love and gains issues being with...
